{"product_id":"112711","title":"A heart that loves me till the end ","description":"\u003ccenter\u003e\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/tmgdisk01.cafe24.com\/images\/vs\/4172\/sv\/WQt5ILPelrC6oYSm5nU3fT.png?v=1764856683\" style=\"max-width:100%;max-height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center;font-size:30px;font-weight:bolder;line-height:1.6em\"\u003e A heart that loves me till the end \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd 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style=\"text-align:left;word-break:break-all;font-size:14px;line-height:1.6em;\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eBook Introduction\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e  \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cb\u003e\"The healing power of this book is so astonishing that I dare call it a 'psychological martial arts novel.'\"\u003cbr\u003e Kim Ji-soo, author of \"Dignified People\" and \"Lee Eo-ryeong's Last Lesson\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “In his sincere confessions, I felt a noble love for those who tremble in fear.”\u003cbr\u003e _Jo Hyun, operator of the YouTube channel 'Jo Hyun TV Restful Mind' and former religion journalist\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e A psychological prescription for those who are tired of the 'obsession with being a good person' and 'self-deprecation'!\u003cbr\u003e From a shaman to a priest, from an alcoholic to a psychotherapist,\u003cbr\u003e The life-changing confession of Father Hong Seong-nam, who overcame his inferiority complex and found his inner peace at the edge of a cliff.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Father Hong Seong-nam was once at the end of his life due to alcoholism and lethargy.\u003cbr\u003e The self-loathing and inferiority complex that prevented him from even shedding the priestly garments constantly drove him down, forcing him to endure each day in a psychological prison. \u003cbr\u003eBut through psychoanalysis, he was able to confront and fight the 'tyrant within' and finally find himself again.\u003cbr\u003e \"The Heart that Loves Me to the End\" is a record that captures the intense journey of recovery and enlightenment.\u003cbr\u003e It is the most sincere confession of a human being and a warm confession of love to all those who hate him.\u003cbr\u003e The 'tyrant' he speaks of is an internal monster that endlessly drives us under the guise of conscience or the will of God.\u003cbr\u003e The courage to not be swayed by the voice whispering, “You are worthless,” and to shout, “Get away from me, you monster!”\u003cbr\u003e That is the beginning of what sets us free.\u003cbr\u003e This book will provide strong comfort and strength to those who want to break free from the shackles of self-loathing and inferiority complex and stand up again.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cul\u003e\u003cli\u003e You can preview some of the book's contents.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cspan\u003ePreview\u003c\/span\u003e\n\n\u003c\/li\u003e\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eindex\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e  \u003cdiv\u003ePrologue I have a clear reason to love myself.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e1.\u003cbr\u003e Hong Seong-nam, My Story\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e A story of a miserable childhood filled with inferiority complex\u003cbr\u003e Puberty, a difficult and arduous time\u003cbr\u003e In my youth, I just wanted to run away.\u003cbr\u003e The voice that held me at the end of life\u003cbr\u003e The day my life began again\u003cbr\u003e The first gift I got from counseling was the desire to know myself.\u003cbr\u003e The second gift from counseling: meeting my inner child.\u003cbr\u003e The third gift I received from counseling: psychological liberation.\u003cbr\u003e The Fourth Gift from Counseling: A Changed Life Rule\u003cbr\u003e My thoughts on seeing the inner world\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e2.\u003cbr\u003e Why did I hate myself?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Face the voice that abused me\u003cbr\u003e The voice of a monster disguised as a conscience, you are a selfish bastard\u003cbr\u003e There is no one without fear\u003cbr\u003e A man should not show his emotions.\u003cbr\u003e Do people have a predetermined fate?\u003cbr\u003e People who haven't learned how to be respected\u003cbr\u003e If you're going to fail, don't do it.\u003cbr\u003e Of course, a person should do it \u003cbr\u003eIf it's not first, it's meaningless\u003cbr\u003e You solve it yourself\u003cbr\u003e Listen carefully\u003cbr\u003e People will be disappointed if they know you\u003cbr\u003e You have to give it your all to succeed.\u003cbr\u003e You have to be humble\u003cbr\u003e Live right\u003cbr\u003e Don't consider gains and losses\u003cbr\u003e It's all in the past\u003cbr\u003e You have to be a model student\u003cbr\u003e A person must have strong beliefs.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e3.\u003cbr\u003e A journey to discover the treasure within me\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I create my own life\u003cbr\u003e Pain is growing pains\u003cbr\u003e How does narcissism develop?\u003cbr\u003e Memorable People and the Power of Kindness\u003cbr\u003e Accept things as they are\u003cbr\u003e There is no life without problems.\u003cbr\u003e Cave of the Heart\u003cbr\u003e Questions about the laws of happiness\u003cbr\u003e A life crisis can be a turning point.\u003cbr\u003e Depression can sometimes be a medicine.\u003cbr\u003e Ask who I am\u003cbr\u003e Think about death sometimes\u003cbr\u003e Moral Quotient and Success\u003cbr\u003e The Importance of Talking to Yourself\u003cbr\u003e Childhood wounds\u003cbr\u003e I have to try for 10 years\u003cbr\u003e Don't stop, just try it\u003cbr\u003e The power of words\u003cbr\u003e Sometimes think about your future\u003cbr\u003e Satisfying the desire to enjoy\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e4.\u003cbr\u003e Small, strong habits that protect the mind\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eHow to survive in a battlefield-like situation\u003cbr\u003e Let's live neatly\u003cbr\u003e Create your own space\u003cbr\u003e Cry your heart out\u003cbr\u003e Take time to daydream\u003cbr\u003e Dealing with Negative Emotions\u003cbr\u003e A friend is a shield\u003cbr\u003e Have your own consciousness\u003cbr\u003e Grow plants\u003cbr\u003e Build your emotional muscles with Hwatu\u003cbr\u003e Scream!\u003cbr\u003e You have to let go to survive\u003cbr\u003e Smile even if you have to force it\u003cbr\u003e Lift your head\u003cbr\u003e Immerse yourself in what you love\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e5.\u003cbr\u003e Be free from sick beliefs\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e violent religious people\u003cbr\u003e spiritual boasters\u003cbr\u003e false prophet\u003cbr\u003e paranoid religious person\u003cbr\u003e self-promotional religious person\u003cbr\u003e A wolf in sheep's clothing\u003cbr\u003e Pathological sense of calling\u003cbr\u003e Religious people who seek moral superiority\u003cbr\u003e moral masochist\u003cbr\u003e Legalistic religious people\u003cbr\u003e Chosen people complex\u003cbr\u003e A religious dictator who uses guilt as a weapon\u003cbr\u003e Theatrical religious person\u003cbr\u003e victim complex\u003cbr\u003e martyrdom complex\u003cbr\u003e Religious people who emphasize mystical experiences\u003cbr\u003e A religious person who is overly obsessed with prayer\u003cbr\u003e A religious person who blindly believes in exorcism\u003cbr\u003e sadistic religious person\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e6.\u003cbr\u003e The voices of life I met in the counseling room\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eNo matter what I do, I always feel anxious\u003cbr\u003e The thought of being a failure dominates me.\u003cbr\u003e It's so hard to let go of someone you love\u003cbr\u003e Even though I live a busy life every day, my mind keeps getting more and more dull.\u003cbr\u003e When I get rejected, I get angry.\u003cbr\u003e Why am I being such an idiot?\u003cbr\u003e I live with a sense of victimization.\u003cbr\u003e My timid and fragile heart keeps tormenting me.\u003cbr\u003e I want to trust people, but it's really hard.\u003cbr\u003e I hate myself for being so desperate for recognition.\u003cbr\u003e People close to you are good, strangers are difficult\u003cbr\u003e No matter what anyone says, I always apologize first.\u003cbr\u003e Why do I have so many problems?\u003cbr\u003e I can't do anything, thinking that it will work out somehow.\u003cbr\u003e Why is my life always so messed up?\u003cbr\u003e I live each day as if I'm enduring it.\u003cbr\u003e I feel sad because it seems like no one understands my heart.\u003cbr\u003e I feel like I've lost my reason to live.\u003cbr\u003e I feel miserable because it feels like everything is my fault. \u003cbr\u003eEven after hearing comforting words, my heart still hurts.\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eDetailed image\u003c\/b\u003e \u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/image.yes24.com\/momo\/TopCate6016\/MidCate010\/601596791.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Detailed Image 1\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eInto the book\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e One day, after being discharged from the military and living a life obsessed with making money, I happened to meet a local shaman.\u003cbr\u003e It was a place prepared by my mother, who was deeply involved in shamanism.\u003cbr\u003e The shaman looked at my face intently and then gave me a fortune.\u003cbr\u003e “She is a natural born shaman.\u003cbr\u003e “You will become a famous fortune teller at the age of 35.” I asked, who was only interested in money.\u003cbr\u003e “Can you make money doing that?” The shaman boasted that she would make a lot of money.\u003cbr\u003e My ears perked up, and from that day on, I took that shaman as my mentor.\u003cbr\u003e Even when he was sick, he hung thorn bushes all over the house as instructed by a shaman instead of going to the hospital.\u003cbr\u003e Every day, I held a prayer bead in front of the Buddha statue and recited the Heart Sutra.\u003cbr\u003e I trained to become such a brilliant fortune teller.\u003cbr\u003e Of course, the cathedral had long since been abandoned.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.25~26\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eIt felt like I was released from a prison that had held me captive for so long.\u003cbr\u003e So maybe the most watched movie at the time was The Shawshank Redemption.\u003cbr\u003e There is no one else who can understand me but me.\u003cbr\u003e When I understand myself, an inner change occurs.\u003cbr\u003e Psychology was both a process and a result of understanding myself.\u003cbr\u003e As my desire for counseling and to get to know myself grew, books alone were no longer enough.\u003cbr\u003e So, I entered graduate school for counseling in my late 40s.\u003cbr\u003e The school building was not very fancy, but the professors' lectures were a whole new world.\u003cbr\u003e I was deeply captivated by the story I was hearing for the first time in my life, and as if possessed, I walked into that new world step by step.\u003cbr\u003e And, one by one, I began to discard the shell of the past and the useless burdens I had been carrying, and began the life of a practitioner who practiced mindfulness in a carefree manner.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.38\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eThe monster in my mind that constantly nags and curses me while glaring at me with disapproving eyes, this is called a 'pathological critic' in psychology.\u003cbr\u003e A term first used by psychotherapist Eugene Sagan, it refers to the negative, harsh inner voice that constantly attacks and criticizes oneself, the harsh inner judge, the monster within oneself.\u003cbr\u003e This monster has its own typical script.\u003cbr\u003e They create rigid norms about 'how people should live', and if you show even the slightest desire that goes against those rules, they shout \"You bad guy!\" \"You idiot!\" \"You egoist!\" \"You coward!\"\u003cbr\u003e --- p.51\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I bought a sandbag, hung it up, and started beating him up and yelling.\u003cbr\u003e If he didn't like it, he would draw the face of a person he hated, stick it on, and then punch them.\u003cbr\u003e He vented his anger by lifting a sandbag, hitting it, and kicking it. \u003cbr\u003eAfter about 30 minutes of this so-called 'crazy rant', I felt relieved as if all the impurities that had been building up in my heart had been washed away.\u003cbr\u003e But then another strange thing happened.\u003cbr\u003e I used to hang a sandbag between my rooms and kick it whenever I passed by, but at some point I stopped noticing it.\u003cbr\u003e A day or two, sometimes even a month or more, just passed by like that.\u003cbr\u003e The sandbag was no longer visible because the anger that had been building up inside me had subsided and the hatred had diminished.\u003cbr\u003e Even now, whenever something happens that makes me angry, I take out that sandbag and use it.\u003cbr\u003e A precious friend who will be with me until the end of my life and who will accept my anger.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.179\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I was careful in case someone saw me.\u003cbr\u003e Everyone in the neighborhood knows I'm a priest.\u003cbr\u003e After looking around for a place, I decided that the cathedral would be the safest.\u003cbr\u003e I walked around the cathedral muttering curses while there was no one around. \u003cbr\u003eThen one day, several grandmothers came to the front of the cathedral.\u003cbr\u003e When I asked him why he came on a day when there was no mass, he said this.\u003cbr\u003e “I came here to join the priest in praying at the cathedral.” I had no choice but to open the cathedral door and walk cautiously, muttering, afraid they might hear.\u003cbr\u003e Then a strange rumor started to spread.\u003cbr\u003e There was a rumor that the parish priest spoke in tongues during prayer by the grace of the Holy Spirit.\u003cbr\u003e Even now, they know that I am a bride filled with the Holy Spirit.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.181\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e During those times when I was so anxious that I couldn't see ahead, I prayed with a vague belief that 'God will solve everything,' but problems were rarely solved immediately.\u003cbr\u003e As my anxiety grew, my doubts about my faith intensified.\u003cbr\u003e “Your faith is weak, you have lived wrongly, so God does not answer your prayers.” This inner voice kept nagging me. \u003cbr\u003eI was extremely timid, so I lived like a rascal, suffering from anxiety and criticism.\u003cbr\u003e It was only much later that I realized that anxiety was just an illusion, and that the more I showed myself as weak, the more it became agitated.\u003cbr\u003e Now, when anxiety bothers me, I boldly shake it off.\u003cbr\u003e Sometimes, it strangles the anxious thoughts that are strangling me.\u003cbr\u003e A crowd of anxious thoughts is like a bunch of cowardly thugs; if you hit just one of them, they all run away.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.240\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e There are people in the world who only see their own problems and people who only see other people's problems.\u003cbr\u003e People who only see their own problems always say that they are the cause of all their problems.\u003cbr\u003e He has a neurotic disorder.\u003cbr\u003e On the other hand, people who only see other people's problems always blame and resent others.\u003cbr\u003e He has a personality disorder.\u003cbr\u003e One day, we decided to go to a picnic at the cathedral, but it started raining in the morning. \u003cbr\u003eNeurotic believers blamed themselves for the rain, saying it was due to their lack of faith.\u003cbr\u003e On the other hand, believers with personality disorders blamed the priest, saying that it was because he did not pray.\u003cbr\u003e I was tired of comforting people with neurotic disorders, and I was tired of people with personality disorders nagging me.\u003cbr\u003e There are people in the world who only see their own problems and people who only see other people's problems.\u003cbr\u003e People who only see their own problems always say that they are the cause of all their problems.\u003cbr\u003e He has a neurotic disorder.\u003cbr\u003e On the other hand, people who only see other people's problems always blame and resent others.\u003cbr\u003e He has a personality disorder.\u003cbr\u003e The best person is the believer who says this.\u003cbr\u003e “Father, it’s fun to watch the rain, but let’s go.”\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e --- p.272~273\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003ePublisher's Review\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003e“To live tomorrow, I decided to love myself today.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e From a shaman to a priest, from an alcoholic to a psychologist,\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003eThe world's greatest Solka, who broke her inferiority complex at the edge of a cliff and found the center of her heart.\u003cbr\u003e Father Hong Seong-nam's Life Confession\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “At that time, I didn’t even know that I hated myself.\u003cbr\u003e Rather, I thought that I was too selfish, that I should be kinder, that I should be more patient.\u003cbr\u003e So, I was gaslighted by no one but myself, and I started to hate myself more and more.” _From the text\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The author, Father Hong Seong-nam, was once at the end of his life due to alcoholism and lethargy.\u003cbr\u003e Even though he was wearing the clothes of a priest, the self-loathing and inferiority complex that he could not escape constantly drove him down, and he endured each day in a psychological prison.\u003cbr\u003e Then, through a psychoanalysis that he started by chance, he was able to face the 'tyrant within himself', fight against it, and finally find himself again.\u003cbr\u003e \"The Heart that Loves Me to the End\" is a book that fully captures that intense journey of recovery and enlightenment. \u003cbr\u003eIt is a human being's most sincere confession and a record of warm love extended to all those who hate him.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The 'tyrant' he speaks of is an internal monster that endlessly drives us under the guise of conscience or the will of God.\u003cbr\u003e Voices like, “You’re selfish,” “If you’re going to fail, don’t even start,” and “It’s meaningless unless you try harder” make even small achievements worthless and trap us in a cycle of self-loathing.\u003cbr\u003e But the author says firmly:\u003cbr\u003e It is neither humility nor sincerity, but simply a pathological superego that resides in the mind.\u003cbr\u003e What we need now is the courage to speak out boldly without being swayed by those voices.\u003cbr\u003e “Get away from me, you monster!”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The reason this book resonates so deeply is because it contains the author's life and confessions without any exaggeration. \u003cbr\u003eA person who went from being a shaman to becoming a priest, from being an alcoholic to becoming a psychologist, and from the brink of ruin to finally walking back up again.\u003cbr\u003e So, his story has a heart that lifts us up, an unwavering courage, and a deep love.\u003cbr\u003e \"The Heart that Loves Me Until the End\" is a quiet but strong rope-like book for those who are crushed by self-deprecation, obsession, and inferiority complex and can no longer move forward.\u003cbr\u003e If you're struggling to love yourself and living each day, and you want to break free from that shackle and find happiness, this book will provide you with comfort, liberation, and the strength to stand up again.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eFor those of you who are obsessed with being a good person and suffering from self-deprecation.\u003cbr\u003e A psychological prescription to untangle your tangled life!\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e This book asks us: \u003cbr\u003e“Will you hate me till the end, or will you love me till the end?” This question is not simply a matter of emotion, but a fundamental question about what kind of life we ​​will live and what kind of person we will grow into.\u003cbr\u003e The author personally proves that the path of breaking free from self-hatred and accepting and loving oneself as one is the greatest freedom and salvation granted to humanity.\u003cbr\u003e To this end, he approaches the reader by revealing his shortcomings, failures, and embarrassing moments without hiding anything.\u003cbr\u003e He candidly confesses to the memories of being intimidated by the words “Your drawings are too dark” as a child, the loneliness he felt throughout adolescence, the moments when he gradually crumbled during his pastoral life as a priest, and even the experience of trying to end his life by standing on a bridge. \u003cbr\u003eIt does not remain in the past of one individual, but overlaps with the lives of many people who are struggling with self-loathing and anxiety even at this very moment.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e At the end of despair, he realized.\u003cbr\u003e That what truly weighs us down is not external circumstances, but the 'monster of self-blame' that lies deep within us.\u003cbr\u003e This realization changed his life forever.\u003cbr\u003e He was no longer bound by religious obligations or moral compulsions, and he recovered himself through counseling and studying psychology.\u003cbr\u003e “As I studied the mind, the religious obsession with living in a lowly position disappeared, and the life motto of ‘higher, more, happier’ became clearly established in my mind.” (p. 44)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The book contains not only the author's story of growth, but also the vivid voices of pain he heard from clients over several decades as a psychological counselor. \u003cbr\u003e“No matter what I do, I always feel anxious,” “It’s so hard to let go of someone I love,” “Even if no one says anything, I’m the one who apologizes first.” These confessions reveal the anxiety, loss, and self-loathing we’ve all experienced at least once.\u003cbr\u003e Through these voices, the author reminds us that everyone harbors similar wounds and fears within their hearts, and emphasizes that healing begins only when we honestly face and shake off those wounds.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eLove me till the end! 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