{"product_id":"112721","title":"I want to die, but I want to eat tteokbokki 2 ","description":"\u003ccenter\u003e\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/tmgdisk01.cafe24.com\/images\/vs\/4172\/sv\/WQt5ILPeNZ4Ozyw2XHDNuF.png?v=1764856937\" style=\"max-width:100%;max-height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center;font-size:30px;font-weight:bolder;line-height:1.6em\"\u003e I want to die, but I want to eat tteokbokki 2 \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd 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style=\"text-align:left;word-break:break-all;font-size:14px;line-height:1.6em;\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eBook Introduction\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e The bestseller that resonated with 400,000 people, Tteokbokki 2!\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003ePublished in 25 countries\u003cbr\u003e Recommendation from a psychiatrist\u003cbr\u003e Drama adaptation confirmed\u003cbr\u003e 1 million copies sold worldwide\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “A remarkable perspective that looks at an individual's most vulnerable moments in a novel way.”\u003cbr\u003e -Cosmopolitan\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Honest and smart.\u003cbr\u003e “Using actual transcripts from months of therapy, we carefully move toward self-awareness by exploring our own depression and anxiety.”\u003cbr\u003e -Chicago Tribune\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “The author’s efforts to make conversation about heartache feel natural are admirable.”\u003cbr\u003e -Publisher's Weekly\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Be honest. \u003cbr\u003e“A genuine attempt at self-discovery for young people suffering from depression and anxiety.”\u003cbr\u003e -Library Journal\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “This book is personal, yet universal, and it finds a path to understanding consciousness and wisdom.”\u003cbr\u003e - Kirkus Review\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e“There are many people who live without even knowing that they are having a hard time.\u003cbr\u003e “Suffering from a sense of emptiness for no reason.”\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Many people are used to showing off their cool and bright side, but try to hide their gloomy and dark side.\u003cbr\u003e But one thing you must know to be happy is that you will never be happy if you ignore the sadness in your heart.\u003cbr\u003e We must speak now.\u003cbr\u003e About the empty space in my heart that cannot be filled even when I live without any problems, about the corner of my heart that feels gloomy even while I am laughing and chatting with friends.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e“We are not people who do not cry,\u003cbr\u003e You have to be someone who can cry when you want to cry.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eThis book is a compilation of conversations between the author, who suffers from dysthymia (a condition characterized by persistent mild depressive symptoms), and a psychiatrist.\u003cbr\u003e This book is for those who appear fine on the outside but are rotten on the inside, who are neither terribly depressed nor happy, and it is the story of all of us who are imperfect, shabby, and unable to free ourselves from the gaze of others.\u003cbr\u003e This book may not take all your sorrows away, but it will help you become someone who can cry when you want to, rather than someone who never cries.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cul\u003e\u003cli\u003e You can preview some of the book's contents.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cspan\u003ePreview\u003c\/span\u003e\n\n\u003c\/li\u003e\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eindex\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003eTo begin with\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Facing my own wounds that I didn't even know I had\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eWhat's wrong with wanting to be loved for 13 weeks?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - I only absorb words that deny me.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e14 weeks of inescapable dieting\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - It's just an extremely ordinary body.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e15 weeks of habit of looking at myself through other people's eyes\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e- I don't want to be abandoned, but I want to get away\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eI needed a 16 week visible scar\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - I want to be old, but I don't want to be old.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eI'm afraid of living or dying for 17 weeks.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - The habit of lethargy\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eThat there is someone who wishes me happiness for 18 weeks\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - A day when the obvious seemed new\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e19 weeks of talking to me alone\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - The magnitude of pain is completely relative.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e20 weeks, expand the middle ground of your heart\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - I'm getting better\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e21 weeks ago, I didn't even live as a man.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - The desire to prove oneself\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e22 weeks of hypocrisy and honesty, all in my own way\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - Trained kindness\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eIs there a 23-week spine or not?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - We often forget the obvious.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e24 weeks of flexible thinking and the courage to take a break\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - Finding a manual that fits my life\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e25 weeks to look at my shining part\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e - Affirming my changing self\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e26 weeks anyway life goes on\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e- Like living with scars\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eIn conclusion\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I don't hate myself anymore\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eDetailed image\u003c\/b\u003e \u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/image.yes24.com\/momo\/TopCate2264\/MidCate005\/226346750.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Detailed Image 1\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eInto the book\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e I find myself constantly trying to censor the feelings I feel, even though they are my own and entirely mine.\u003cbr\u003e If that's how I felt, then that's right.\u003cbr\u003e Where is there such thing as objectivity in emotions and feelings?\u003cbr\u003e Everyone has their own thoughts.\u003cbr\u003e But I find it so hard to ignore other people's opinions in order to be happy.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.27\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e When you're just thinking, your emotions are mixed.\u003cbr\u003e It still holds the ‘feelings of that time’.\u003cbr\u003e But when you put it out into words, you can evaluate yourself from an observer's perspective.\u003cbr\u003e Rationally.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.35\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eMy appearance can be different for each person, but that person is a certain type, so I unconsciously try to accommodate that person, and because I care about everyone else, the person I like and who likes me may end up feeling resentful towards me because I end up draining their energy.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.75\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Now I don't depend on others.\u003cbr\u003e I think, I decide, I handle it.\u003cbr\u003e For some, it might be simple or obvious, but for me, it was the most difficult thing, and so I lived endlessly as a parasite on others, including my sister.\u003cbr\u003e I feel completely sure that this is not the case anymore.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.149\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e It's hard work, but evaluating and suppressing your own pain by the standards of society and others is a very dangerous idea.\u003cbr\u003e I simply want to focus on my dark emotions without comparing them or turning away from them. \u003cbr\u003eJust as I savor pleasure, I will also look into the darkness, converse with myself, and embrace it.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.161\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I now know how to turn the arrows against my opponent.\u003cbr\u003e I don't think you'll destroy me because of something like that.\u003cbr\u003e I realize that my life and myself are not so insignificant and insignificant.\u003cbr\u003e I don't censor myself excessively, but I know how to observe myself leniently and rationally as if I were a third party and judge myself accurately.\u003cbr\u003e --- p.177\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e When you say, 'I'm depressed,' you stay at home because you're depressed, you feel listless, you meet fewer people, and you become isolated.\u003cbr\u003e At times like that, you can break free from the habits and behaviors you used to have when you weren't depressed.\u003cbr\u003e In fact, I say I do this because I'm depressed, but if I continue to do this (the habit of withdrawing), I may become more depressed. \u003cbr\u003eSo, if I try to continue to behave the way I did when my serotonin was high (when I was in a good mood), and try to remember how I was then and become a little more like that, wouldn't I be able to increase the chances of having a good day?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e --- p.226\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Now I know that there are feelings that no one can fill.\u003cbr\u003e Natural emotions that everyone has, that don't necessarily need to be filled, and that can't be filled.\u003cbr\u003e So, I have no choice but to accept it as if I am living with the scars on my body.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e --- p.260\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003ePublisher's 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of self-punishing desire.\u003cbr\u003e Even if you get angry, you immediately become a sinner.\u003cbr\u003e That's because I've built up an idealized version of myself by borrowing things that look better here and there.\u003cbr\u003e I want to become a person of some absolute standard.\u003cbr\u003e But when things are tough, I am the one who has it the hardest.\u003cbr\u003e “That’s neither petty nor selfish.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e There is no sorrow in the world that is unusual.\u003cbr\u003e There is even less reason to ask someone to agree with your sadness.\u003cbr\u003e So we can say:\u003cbr\u003e I'm scared and burdened by the freedom and choices I've suddenly been given, and in fact, I'm depressed.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e“What do I want?\u003cbr\u003e I want to love and be loved.\u003cbr\u003e “Be comfortable, without any doubts, that’s all.”\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e We want to love and be loved, we want to live a life with more 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