Repeated changes become new subjects.

★ 『Repetition of Change: A Mind Map Across Trauma』explains the nine-year journey of a family escaping civil war from a schizoanalytic perspective, allowing us to view trauma not as an outburst or memory, but as an event that transforms the subject.
The experience of being there and everything changing creates an invitation to a new direction, a reorientation of the present.
The author shows how, through repeated changes, we interact and enter into new subjectivity.

★ Life sometimes gets out of balance.
Trauma is the name of that shaking, and the author explains trauma along six streams: event, symptom, desire, affect, singularization, and existential self-affirmation after that shaking.
Divisive writing and virtual writing create a process of existential transformation, an affective relocation, and declare hope in the language of creation.
The repetition of change is a map of the mind that creates new paths, and it is clinical writing that records how blocked maps are reconnected as a new subject.

For me, for my family, for my community, I can't do this anymore.
Now I'm going to try to bring out my trauma and explain it.
I encountered split analysis during the process of trying to explain the 'current me' that was divided from the 'me before the war'.

--- p.13

Katari expressed that, while publicly, events are merely changes in arrangement, diachronically, events create mutations.
Here, mutation does not mean something is wrong, but something new is created that did not exist before.
It means everything.

--- p.84

Traumatic events don't lead you down just one path; they open up a variety of possibilities.
At this time, it is important to actualize the various desires that arise from each possibility without suppressing them.

--- p.114

I analyzed the feelings that emerged from my interactions with the people of Burpayam in South Sudan, the people I should feel guilty about, and wrote a divisive piece centered around those feelings.

--- p.154

The first field where I realized the actualization of my own division analysis through writing, physical sensation training, etc., through interaction with others was the Daham Community Church.

--- p.211

Becoming accustomed to something as if it were our own body through repetitive actions is also a kind of necessity.
If you keep practicing typing, driving a car, or playing an instrument, you will become more comfortable with it.
It may be difficult at first, but if you repeat it, it will become natural and stable.

--- p.270

“It took six years.
Until I thought I should do something.
“It took a long time,” my wife said as I was writing the first sentence of this book.
And it took me three years to write the last sentence of this book.

--- p.283