{"product_id":"133994","title":"I'm grateful for life ","description":"\u003ccenter\u003e\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/tmgdisk01.cafe24.com\/images\/vs\/4172\/sv\/3jYCCt6SAuw8r09s5r0fBLWlMADwyQ.png?v=1765022432\" style=\"max-width:100%;max-height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center;font-size:30px;font-weight:bolder;line-height:1.6em\"\u003e I'm grateful for life \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd 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style=\"text-align:left;word-break:break-all;font-size:14px;line-height:1.6em;\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eBook Introduction\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdl\u003e\n\u003cdt\u003e A word from MD\u003c\/dt\u003e\n\u003cdd\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e Kim Hye-ja, an actress who shines brighter\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e An essay containing the intimate confessions of actress Kim Hye-ja, who has lived through countless roles.\u003cbr\u003e The writings she wrote, which can be read as a 'movie of her life', contain her passion for acting fiercely and her efforts to live a dignified life with prayers of gratitude.\u003cbr\u003e A book that shows her entire life, acted out with the pieces of life she gathered.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cspan\u003eDecember 20, 2022.\u003c\/span\u003e \u003cspan\u003eEssay PD Lee Na-young\u003c\/span\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/dd\u003e\n\u003c\/dl\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003eOur actress Kim Hye-ja's acting, her life\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e“Nevertheless, I am grateful for life.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Kim Hye-ja, the representative actress of Korea and the actress we love.\u003cbr\u003e She has lived through countless roles over the past 60 years, conveying the contradictions, pains, joys and delights of life.\u003cbr\u003e When I took on a role, I had to completely become 'that person', and I struggled and acted dozens, hundreds of times to become that person.\u003cbr\u003e With the belief that if you make a life-or-death decision, God will take care of the rest, I immersed myself in it, considering the praise I received for my acting skills to be the greatest gift.\u003cbr\u003e Although she is an actress who always presents herself with a comfortable image, behind her life there were many intense times and prayers of gratitude.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eAn actress who considers every work she does as her 'last work', an actress who chooses works based on whether there is a glimmer of hope, even if the reality is painful and hopeless, an actress who thinks about death herself but only chooses works that give hope to those in despair, Kim Hye-ja.\u003cbr\u003e This book is an autobiographical account of her acting life, a confession on stage about life's immersion and passion, gratitude and joy, and the inexplicable emptiness and sadness behind the fame of 'national actress' and 'national mother.'\u003cbr\u003e Whether you know her well or not, when you finish reading the book and close the last page, your heart will be moved as you think, 'Kim Hye-ja is still Kim Hye-ja.'\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cul\u003e\u003cli\u003e You can preview some of the book's contents.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cspan\u003ePreview\u003c\/span\u003e\n\n\u003c\/li\u003e\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eindex\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e In God's script, we are all actors.\u003cbr\u003e To Hyeja\u003cbr\u003e Live, live by your own strength  \u003cbr\u003eI lived every life as if it were my first time\u003cbr\u003e Live with memories of loving and being loved\u003cbr\u003e There was never a day that wasn't dazzling\u003cbr\u003e A flower that blooms when loved\u003cbr\u003e My manager\u003cbr\u003e Life Diary\u003cbr\u003e I'll think about tomorrow tomorrow.\u003cbr\u003e The deepest season of life\u003cbr\u003e Even if you leave, you won't leave at all\u003cbr\u003e You have to risk everything\u003cbr\u003e forgiveness\u003cbr\u003e There is no other answer than living.\u003cbr\u003e You disappear, therefore you are beautiful\u003cbr\u003e A person like a wild grass standing alone over there\u003cbr\u003e Born only to be happy\u003cbr\u003e my love\u003cbr\u003e Dreamers\u003cbr\u003e God has a plan\u003cbr\u003e Life drama\u003cbr\u003e Me who protects me\u003cbr\u003e Until the curtain call\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eInto the book\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e There is one thing I am most grateful for in life.\u003cbr\u003e As an actor, I have had many moments of immersion. \u003cbr\u003eGod, who knows very well that I live my life half-asleepwalking, unable to give much meaning to anything, has continued to bring me works of art so that I can immerse myself in them.\u003cbr\u003e Then, I, who had existed like a faint spark, could burn with a hot fire.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"In God's Script, We Are All Actors\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e There is no reason not to work hard when you are doing it with your own face and body.\u003cbr\u003e As I study what the author has written, my eyes will deepen and my hands will move a little more.\u003cbr\u003e If I don't do this myself, no one else can.\u003cbr\u003e I didn't know it when I did it yesterday, but if I find out today, I'll be happier than if I discovered some gold or silver treasure.\u003cbr\u003e There is no reason for me to keep that joy at bay.\u003cbr\u003e That's why I want to taste that joy again and again.\u003cbr\u003e That joy cannot be taken away by anyone.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eI read the lines a hundred times until I am convinced.\u003cbr\u003e Because what I did before and what I'm doing now are different.\u003cbr\u003e Because there are things you feel the hundredth time you do something you didn't know the ninety-ninth time you do it.\u003cbr\u003e The more I read, the more I feel it, so I want to keep reading the script.\u003cbr\u003e A well-written script becomes deeper the more you read it.\u003cbr\u003e As with any work of Shakespeare, there are things we cannot understand if we read it superficially.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"To Hyeja\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e God never let the life I experienced just disappear.\u003cbr\u003e Whether I had really depressing thoughts, really sad thoughts, or really petty and shameful thoughts, all of that helped me a little bit when I was taking on the role.\u003cbr\u003e All the things I've experienced and all the emotions I've felt have been projected into my acting.\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"Live, Live with Your Own Strength\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"Mother\" is a movie that woke up my dead cells. \u003cbr\u003eDirector Bong Joon-ho often said things I hadn't even thought of, and he also often spoke to me when I lacked the words to express the same thoughts.\u003cbr\u003e It was nice of you to wake me up and tell me what was on your mind.\u003cbr\u003e While filming, things that had been rigid, fixed thoughts, and mannerisms became new.\u003cbr\u003e It was as if they were tilling the land and fertilizing me again.\u003cbr\u003e I thought I'd lost my passion for work, but as I traveled around the country on location shoots, my chronic headaches disappeared and I was amazed at how a new passion and joy emerged.\u003cbr\u003e I am so grateful to Director Bong Joon-ho for rekindling my passion, which had been simmering.\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"I Lived Every Life as if It Was My First Time\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Without a manager to manage my schedule or a wardrobe coordinator, I just showed myself to the world by doing just 'myself'. \u003cbr\u003eWhen choosing a piece, I chose something I could handle and something I thought I could do well.\u003cbr\u003e When choosing a role, I chose a role where the woman can see a ray of hope even though her current reality is very sad and painful.\u003cbr\u003e I didn't want to play a role that would make the viewers despair.\u003cbr\u003e There are already many despairing parts in life, and I didn't want to add to that despair with the role I was given.\u003cbr\u003e Even though it may seem hopeless now, I played a role that allowed me to overcome it by seeing a glimmer of hope in the distance.\u003cbr\u003e It doesn't matter if the station is in a bad state.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e 'Is there any hope for that woman?'\u003cbr\u003e I followed it.\u003cbr\u003e Everyone wishes to have wings.\u003cbr\u003e No one gives you wings.\u003cbr\u003e It just breaks through my flesh.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"My Manager\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I am actually a very enterprising person, and in some ways I have had many unusual ideas. \u003cbr\u003eIt's just that I didn't express it.\u003cbr\u003e I also wanted to make a movie with a unique content.\u003cbr\u003e I wasn't interested in or excited about ordinary movies or ordinary love stories.\u003cbr\u003e Also, at that time, it was boring to only appear on television as the wife of actors Choi Bul-am, Park Geun-hyung, and Oh Ji-myeong.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e So, of course, I thought I had to make a movie like \"Manchu.\"\u003cbr\u003e It was a very striking movie for Kim Hye-ja, who was in prison for murdering her husband and had an affair with a stranger she met on a train while on leave for a few days.\u003cbr\u003e But I didn't mind it.\u003cbr\u003e It's not surprising that I'm a woman who reads so many books and has such peculiar thoughts in my head.\u003cbr\u003e Inside, I imagined all sorts of things, but I just didn't feel the need to tell people about them. \u003cbr\u003eBut I was looking forward to playing that role.\u003cbr\u003e I was always given the role of a quiet person, so I really liked being asked to do that.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"The Deepest Season of Life\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Emotionally, I liked Kim Jeong-su's works more because they were more pure and heartwarming.\u003cbr\u003e And as an actor, I definitely preferred writer Kim Soo-hyun's works.\u003cbr\u003e Of course, writer Kim Jeong-su is also a writer, so he has some extreme aspects, but he tries not to show them.\u003cbr\u003e So it is expressed more heartbreakingly.\u003cbr\u003e Author Kim Soo-hyun expresses things in a way that scratches, scrapes, and makes you shudder.\u003cbr\u003e And it's lovely.\u003cbr\u003e The two women are at odds.\u003cbr\u003e I was truly happy thanks to you two.\u003cbr\u003e When I think about it, as an actress, I am an incredibly happy woman.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e For me, acting is not a job, it's my life, it's everything. \u003cbr\u003eAn actor should not stop by thinking, \"I've done this much,\" or \"I've succeeded to this extent.\"\u003cbr\u003e You should be able to start over from that point.\u003cbr\u003e Because it is life itself.\u003cbr\u003e You have to risk everything.\u003cbr\u003e You have to do it with that kind of mindset.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"You Have to Risk It All\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e People only know me as a good wife and mother.\u003cbr\u003e No, it isn't.\u003cbr\u003e I couldn't even manage a household, and as soon as I received a script, I became the character in the script from that day on, and I lived my life forgetting about my family.\u003cbr\u003e But my husband and children accepted it as a given because I was an actor.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e So I had to do well as an actor.\u003cbr\u003e So that the small wounds I left on my family don't fade away.\u003cbr\u003e It would be truly embarrassing if I were to walk the path of an actor while hurting my family, and not be able to stand up for myself as an actor. \u003cbr\u003eI am who I am today because of the dedication of my family who recognized me as an actor.\u003cbr\u003e I always thought that I had to do my best to become an actor that I would not be ashamed of.\u003cbr\u003e I thought that way I wouldn't feel sorry or ashamed towards my family.\u003cbr\u003e Because I was concentrating on acting, I didn't have enough time to spend with my family.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"Forgiveness\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e It seems like life has no answer other than just living.\u003cbr\u003e It's not just Oscar who is sick and living with a limited lifespan.\u003cbr\u003e The same is true of our lives, even though our bodies are holy.\u003cbr\u003e We must look at the world as if we were seeing it for the first time every day.\u003cbr\u003e We often waste our lives too much.\u003cbr\u003e Even if you live for a few days, what matters is how fully you live.\u003cbr\u003e We must never forget that life is a gift.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The play suggests that life and death are not so far apart.\u003cbr\u003e That's why I don't plan anything. \u003cbr\u003eBecause there are no set answers in life.\u003cbr\u003e That's the answer for me.\u003cbr\u003e There is a line in the script that says, 'If only I could look at life the way I first saw it.'\u003cbr\u003e If you don't lose your first love, every moment can be filled with newness and joy.\u003cbr\u003e There's nothing better than being able to approach something familiar yet new.\u003cbr\u003e Our life, borrowed for a moment, is a dazzlingly beautiful life, even if many things happen.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"There is no other answer than living\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e A person like a wild grass standing alone over there, that's how I felt about her.\u003cbr\u003e A few days ago she texted me this:\u003cbr\u003e “Teacher, please don’t act so hard again.”\u003cbr\u003e So I answered.\u003cbr\u003e \"Who would tell Noh Hee-kyung, 'Don't write so skinny as a middle school student,' and she'd end up like that? She'll always end up like that.\" \u003cbr\u003eSomeone I know sent me a video where a rooster crows with all its might until it collapses in exhaustion.\u003cbr\u003e And then it happens again.\u003cbr\u003e That rooster looked so much like the two of us, writer Noh Hee-kyung and I, that I sent the video to her too.\u003cbr\u003e It's about pulling out everything you have, screaming, and then collapsing.\u003cbr\u003e But it will happen again after a while.\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"A Man Like Wild Grass Standing Alone Over There\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e One time, a director advised me not to turn down any project that comes my way, saying, “How can you only eat the rice cakes you want to eat?”\u003cbr\u003e I said without hesitation.\u003cbr\u003e “I will still eat only the rice cakes I want to eat.”\u003cbr\u003e Because I was so picky about my work, someone said, “Television isn’t art anyway.”\u003cbr\u003e I was so upset that I said firmly. \u003cbr\u003e\"Even if you think of it as art and put your whole body into it, it's still hard work. How can you say no from the start? I can't do that.\"\u003cbr\u003e I only did CFs that I liked.\u003cbr\u003e 'Even if I starve now, I will eat the rice cakes I want to eat later.' This was my stubbornness and thought.\u003cbr\u003e It's like holding back from eating what you don't want to eat, and then eating the rice cake you want when it comes out.\u003cbr\u003e That's how I chose my roles.\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"God Has a Plan\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Even after my stint as a model for CheilJedang's seasoning advertisement ended, I received several offers from other companies to become a model for seasoning advertisements.\u003cbr\u003e But there was something more important to me than money.\u003cbr\u003e It's about protecting me.\u003cbr\u003e In that respect, I am a very smart woman.\u003cbr\u003e Sometimes I may seem foolish and unrealistic, but I know that if I don't protect myself, I will quickly fall apart. \u003cbr\u003eIn a way, rather than being clever, it's more like their 'intuition' is developed in that direction.\u003cbr\u003e I loved myself very much.\u003cbr\u003e ---From \"Me Who Protects Me\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Growing old is a strange thing.\u003cbr\u003e How can the same phenomenon happen to everyone? It doesn't matter whether you're the most beautiful or the most unattractive, the rich or the poor.\u003cbr\u003e So, whenever I think, 'Ah, this is what it means to grow old,' I feel a little sad, but also a little happy.\u003cbr\u003e Sometimes I feel anxious because I don't get enough sleep at night.\u003cbr\u003e Sometimes I feel lonely.\u003cbr\u003e It is an emotion that comes to everyone as they live their lives, regardless of age.\u003cbr\u003e But I push away that anxiety by thinking, “Someone is probably thinking of me right now, writing a script and planning a piece.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eI don't know what kind of work I will do in the future, but I want to live a dignified life until the day I die.\u003cbr\u003e I also wrote it on the calendar on my desk.\u003cbr\u003e 'I will live uprightly until the end of my days.'\u003cbr\u003e Even when I'm tired and annoyed and have collapsed, I gather my strength and get up, thinking, \"No, I want to show and tell myself how I live a neat life even if no one is watching.\"\u003cbr\u003e I want to feel that way myself.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e ---From \"Until the Curtain Call\"\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003ePublisher's Review\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003eOur actress Kim Hye-ja's acting, her life\u003cbr\u003e “Nevertheless, I am grateful for life.”\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e An actor who has dedicated his life to acting captures the hearts of not only viewers and audiences, but also the hearts of the times.\u003cbr\u003e Moving between reality and fiction, everyone's hopes, pains, and desires are wonderfully expressed through her. \u003cbr\u003eSo, she becomes a star who receives praise from the world, but she is also left in great loneliness and emptiness.\u003cbr\u003e And that loneliness and emptiness become the foundation for being reborn as another face on the screen.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Kim Hye-ja, the representative actress of Korea and the actress we love.\u003cbr\u003e She has lived through countless roles over the past 60 years, conveying the contradictions, pains, joys and delights of life.\u003cbr\u003e When I took on a role, I had to completely become 'that person', and I struggled and acted dozens, hundreds of times to become that person.\u003cbr\u003e That's why she tells reporters, \"If you're going to write my age, say 'thousands of years old.'\"\u003cbr\u003e Because it feels like I've really lived all those lives.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e For me, acting is not a job, it's my life, it's everything.\u003cbr\u003e An actor should not stop by thinking, \"I've done this much,\" or \"I've succeeded to this extent.\"\u003cbr\u003e You should be able to start over from that point.\u003cbr\u003e Because it is life itself. \u003cbr\u003eYou have to risk everything.\u003cbr\u003e You have to do it with that kind of mindset.\u003cbr\u003e -In the book\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e With the belief that if I decided to live or die, God would take care of the rest, I immersed myself in it, considering the praise I received for my acting skills to be the greatest gift.\u003cbr\u003e Although she is an actress who always presents herself with a comfortable image, behind her life there were many intense times and prayers of gratitude.\u003cbr\u003e Kim Hye-ja, who has filled her life with two things: acting and volunteering for African children, has prepared a book containing her own intimate stories that she had never told anyone for over 20 years since her book, \"Don't Hit Me Even with a Flower,\" which tells the stories of African children.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e You might think that just watching the dramas and movies that have aired so far is enough to get to know actress Kim Hye-ja.\u003cbr\u003e But until you read this book. \u003cbr\u003eThe writings in this book are not fragments of life surrounding the image of 'Kim Hye-ja', but rather closer to the real picture that shines more clearly the more you read it.\u003cbr\u003e This book is an autobiographical account of her acting life, a confession on stage about life's immersion and passion, gratitude and joy, and the inexplicable emptiness and sadness behind the fame of 'national actress' and 'national mother.'\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e We are all, to a certain extent, actors in the play of the absurd.\u003cbr\u003e It's about living on your own, as if nothing happened, as if nothing happened, even in the midst of despair and depression.\u003cbr\u003e That's life, that's being human.\u003cbr\u003e -In the book\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Why is she 'grateful for life'?\u003cbr\u003e It might be natural, considering the popularity and fame he has enjoyed 'dazzlingly' for most of his life, but the real reason only becomes clear as you turn the pages. \u003cbr\u003eThus, the door opens to the world of ‘the actor who left his mark on Korean acting history.’\u003cbr\u003e This book, \"Thank You for Life,\" was completed by an editor creating a draft based on oral and in-person interviews, face-to-face and telephone interviews conducted over two years from 2021 to 2022, diary-style writings written throughout his life, and interview articles from various media outlets such as newspapers and broadcasts, and the author adding memories and facts. It rejects easy preconceptions about famous actors.\u003cbr\u003e Instead, he tells them to see their true selves.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eKim Hye-ja's Perspective on the World, Inside and Outside the Camera\u003cbr\u003e “I want to live honestly, my own way.”\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Many junior actors aim to be 'actresses like Kim Hye-ja', but Kim Hye-ja is harsh on herself. \u003cbr\u003eA clumsy and lacking person, a person who had no choice but to work hard because of her shortcomings, a person who was a perfectionist only in acting and a failing mother and wife, a person who needed to ask for forgiveness rather than forgive.\u003cbr\u003e There are many times when I blame myself for pouring all my energy into a piece of work and then remaining like a cicada shell with only its shell remaining the rest of the time.\u003cbr\u003e However, what sustains her is the power of gratitude.\u003cbr\u003e I am grateful that I can forget myself and immerse myself in it, that I have the memory to memorize the script, and that there is always a work in front of me that gives me a reason to live.\u003cbr\u003e So, he ponders the reason why God keeps him alive and resolves to 'not live a life where he kills himself every day.'\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e This book is not an ordinary memoir, but a 'life movie' written by the actor himself, tracing his acting world and life. \u003cbr\u003eHow did the girl who dreamed of suicide and hoarded sleeping pills find meaning in life on the theater stage and the dazzling screen? As Noh Hee-kyung, the author of \"Our Blues,\" described, she, with her round, meerkat-like eyes, surveyed the world. Why did she title her essay about her family history \"Life Drama\"? Why did she send a single line as an \"epilogue,\" though it didn't make it into the book? \"I hope you become the actor we miss.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Here is an actor with a strong desire to burn his soul in acting until the end of his life. \u003cbr\u003eAn actor who considers every work he does as his 'last work', an actor who, when choosing a work, uses the criteria of whether there is a glimmer of hope, even if the reality is painful and hopeless, as a criterion, an actor who thinks about death himself, but only chooses works that give hope to those in despair.\u003cbr\u003e Contrary to what we have imagined, for her, acting is an act of physically confronting the void, and while her own heart is wounded, it is an effort of empathy to heal the wounded hearts of others.\u003cbr\u003e And when the curtain call is over and the drama comes to a close, I look at life with honest and indifferent eyes.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Death has always been on one side of life.\u003cbr\u003e God made me that way.\u003cbr\u003e And before I fell any deeper into that emptiness, I devoted all my energy to my next work. \u003cbr\u003eIn a way, it wasn't money or fame, but that innate emptiness that motivated me to dedicate myself more to acting.\u003cbr\u003e I myself think about death, but I wanted people to find comfort in my acting.\u003cbr\u003e -In the book\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e This book is an intimate confession and a deep and rich reflection on the acting life of a national actor who is so well known to us, yet is also a recluse and about whom little is known outside of his acting career.\u003cbr\u003e And whether you know her well or not, when you finish reading and close the last page, your heart will be moved as you think, 'Kim Hye-ja is still Kim Hye-ja.'\u003cbr\u003e Now, Kim Hye-ja waits for the 'last' script to come to her, in which she will pour her soul into acting.\u003cbr\u003e When I fall asleep on the day that work is finished, I hope to say goodbye to the world with it. \u003cbr\u003eBut will her plan succeed? 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