{"product_id":"134257","title":"I grew up holding you in my arms ","description":"\u003ccenter\u003e\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/tmgdisk01.cafe24.com\/images\/vs\/4172\/sv\/WQtU4flhtVq0wh8e202RvV.png?v=1764949437\" style=\"max-width:100%;max-height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center;font-size:30px;font-weight:bolder;line-height:1.6em\"\u003e I grew up holding you in my arms \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd 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style=\"text-align:left;word-break:break-all;font-size:14px;line-height:1.6em;\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eBook Introduction\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003e“Blooming from the end of tears,\u003cbr\u003e “A Miraculous Growth Story of a Child and His Mother”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “The most ordinary life\u003cbr\u003e That it could be the most distant dream,\u003cbr\u003e I first realized this when I became a mother.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e It's not a story about disability and care\u003cbr\u003e The story of two people who raised each other\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The joy of pregnancy soon turned to tears. \u003cbr\u003eA high-risk Down syndrome diagnosis, a cleft lip diagnosis, and the word autism.\u003cbr\u003e Even though the world seemed to be falling apart, the author did not give up on the child.\u003cbr\u003e Even in fear, I learned love through the eyes of a child, and I strengthened myself through times of suffering.\u003cbr\u003e \"I Became an Adult Holding You\" is a coming-of-age story of a mother living with her autistic son, and a story of a person who found hope in differences.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e This book is not just a simple parenting book.\u003cbr\u003e This is the story of a woman who dreamed of an ordinary life, and her journey to becoming a true adult while holding a special child in her arms.\u003cbr\u003e Despite burnout, prejudice, and the world's gaze, the author learns the true meaning of love through her child.\u003cbr\u003e It shows the 'courage of relationship' that blooms from wounds by slowing down one's own pace to match the child's slow growth.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The book conveys the message that “different is not wrong” through specific scenes from everyday life. \u003cbr\u003eThe confession that a child learns about the world through a single laugh, the realization that \"words wound deeper than arrows,\" and the belief that \"a change in parents changes a child\" firmly capture the reader's heart.\u003cbr\u003e Ultimately, this book is more than just a mother's record; it is a narrative of human growth and learning to love again.\u003cbr\u003e The comfort that it's okay to be unusual, another miracle created by differences, gently blossoms within this book.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cul\u003e\u003cli\u003e You can preview some of the book's contents.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cspan\u003ePreview\u003c\/span\u003e\n\n\u003c\/li\u003e\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eindex\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e Recommendation\u003cbr\u003e Prologue - Being Ordinary Was the Hardest\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003ePart 1.\u003cbr\u003e Sadness comes silently\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Episode 1.\u003cbr\u003e Three letters that shook joy\u003cbr\u003e Episode 2.\u003cbr\u003e Taedong tells us about his mother's decision\u003cbr\u003e Episode 3.\u003cbr\u003e Autumn greeted with tears\u003cbr\u003e Episode 4.\u003cbr\u003e I can wait a thousand times, ten thousand times\u003cbr\u003e Episode 5.\u003cbr\u003e Change in parents changes the child.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 6.\u003cbr\u003e Words hurt deeper than arrows.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 7.\u003cbr\u003e A person who stayed by the child's side\u003cbr\u003e Episode 8. \u003cbr\u003eIs she a strong mother or a reckless mother?\u003cbr\u003e Episode 9.\u003cbr\u003e It was the gaze that changed a child.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 10.\u003cbr\u003e I wanted to change the world in your eyes\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003ePart 2.\u003cbr\u003e When life pushes me away\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Episode 1.\u003cbr\u003e One stamp, the weight of our lives\u003cbr\u003e Episode 2.\u003cbr\u003e 14th floor window, time stopped\u003cbr\u003e Episode 3.\u003cbr\u003e From Cold Stepmother to Real Mother\u003cbr\u003e Episode 4.\u003cbr\u003e The reason I have to live one day longer than you\u003cbr\u003e Episode 5.\u003cbr\u003e Protecting me is protecting you\u003cbr\u003e Episode 6.\u003cbr\u003e Meniere's disease disrupts the balance of life.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 7.\u003cbr\u003e The horror of that day that took my breath away\u003cbr\u003e Episode 8.\u003cbr\u003e The warmth we share becomes your world.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 9.\u003cbr\u003e Days that shine in differences\u003cbr\u003e Episode 10.\u003cbr\u003e Autism, the love left behind by waiting\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003ePart 3.\u003cbr\u003e Rise again with you\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Episode 1.\u003cbr\u003e Words are the clothes of the mind\u003cbr\u003e Episode 2.\u003cbr\u003e A simple wish to be together\u003cbr\u003e Episode 3.\u003cbr\u003e Times of silently endured pain\u003cbr\u003e Episode 4.\u003cbr\u003e I'm glad you're my mom\u003cbr\u003e Episode 5.\u003cbr\u003e With my child, I grow too\u003cbr\u003e Episode 6.\u003cbr\u003e Your world in a circle\u003cbr\u003e Episode 7.\u003cbr\u003e When you hug me, the child smiles too.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 8. \u003cbr\u003eWas our child really uncomfortable?\u003cbr\u003e Episode 9.\u003cbr\u003e Praise is the key that opens the heart\u003cbr\u003e Episode 10.\u003cbr\u003e You, the first audience in my life\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003ePart 4.\u003cbr\u003e We have become stronger through shaking\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Episode 1.\u003cbr\u003e Learn the courage to embrace myself\u003cbr\u003e Episode 2.\u003cbr\u003e I learned love from you\u003cbr\u003e Episode 3.\u003cbr\u003e The Path to Becoming a Strong Mom\u003cbr\u003e Episode 4.\u003cbr\u003e Waiting, a lesson learned from my sick mother\u003cbr\u003e Episode 5.\u003cbr\u003e The Lost Child, Love Reunited in Our Arms\u003cbr\u003e Episode 6.\u003cbr\u003e An Ordinary Mom, Blossomed Through Writing\u003cbr\u003e Episode 7.\u003cbr\u003e It's okay if it's a little late\u003cbr\u003e Episode 8.\u003cbr\u003e An anniversary just for the two of us\u003cbr\u003e Episode 9.\u003cbr\u003e Our path created by specialness\u003cbr\u003e Episode 10.\u003cbr\u003e Difference is not wrong, it's just another path\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003ePart 5.\u003cbr\u003e Eventually we bloom\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Episode 1.\u003cbr\u003e A heart that blossoms in pain\u003cbr\u003e Episode 2.\u003cbr\u003e A child's home is his mother.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 3.\u003cbr\u003e A call for a world without discrimination\u003cbr\u003e Episode 4.\u003cbr\u003e Until a day of perseverance becomes a day of laughter\u003cbr\u003e Episode 5.\u003cbr\u003e Special Schools: Another Door Open to Us\u003cbr\u003e Episode 6.\u003cbr\u003e You are a miracle that has permeated our lives.\u003cbr\u003e Episode 7.\u003cbr\u003e My first birthday party\u003cbr\u003e Episode 8.\u003cbr\u003e The weight of the name of the eldest\u003cbr\u003e Episode 9.\u003cbr\u003e One step further into the child's world\u003cbr\u003e Episode 10. \u003cbr\u003e80% of my life is you\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Epilogue - Believing in your and my tomorrow\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e supplement\u003cbr\u003e Letters to those I am grateful to\u003cbr\u003e Letters from those who walked alongside me\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003ePublisher's Review\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003e“Crying and love bloom together on one page.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e A 12-year journey of holding a child and fighting the world\u003cbr\u003e The Language of Love Relearned After a Breakdown\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Sadness comes silently\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The pregnancy that started with joy soon turned into tears.\u003cbr\u003e I had to accept the words 'cleft lip' and 'autism' before I could even call my child's name, and that's when I finally realized.\u003cbr\u003e That the sorrows of life always come quietly, in the face of the most beloved.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhen life pushes me away\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Life pushed me in an unexpected direction.\u003cbr\u003e Despite the conflict with her in-laws, her deteriorating health, and her unstable relationship, she couldn't cry in front of her child.\u003cbr\u003e As life pushed me further, I could never let go of holding my child's hand.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e \u003cbr\u003eRise again with you\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e As my child grew slowly, it was also a time for me to relearn my life.\u003cbr\u003e As I taught my child, who 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