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","description":"\u003ccenter\u003e\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/tmgdisk01.cafe24.com\/images\/vs\/4172\/sv\/3jYCUW1yD0Re7CFKnAUY912eAf1Xtz.png?v=1765053736\" style=\"max-width:100%;max-height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center;font-size:30px;font-weight:bolder;line-height:1.6em\"\u003e If sadness were a disease, I would already be dead. \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd 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style=\"line-height:1.2em;text-align:center;font-size:18px;color:black;font-weight:bold;padding-bottom:20px;\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\n\n\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/image.yes24.com\/goods\/98860747\/XL\" style=\"max-width:100%;height:auto\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\n\n\n\u003c\/tbody\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%;{split_style6}padding-top:20px;padding-bottom:20px\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:left;font-size:16px;font-weight:bold;padding-bottom:20px\"\u003e Description \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:left;word-break:break-all;font-size:14px;line-height:1.6em;\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eBook Introduction\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003eEven if you drink a glass of water\u003cbr\u003e A chronicle of the melancholy of a man who longs to inhale romance.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eMany modern people live their lives engulfed in feelings of depression.\u003cbr\u003e The things that come from a precarious life and love are filled with joy and sorrow, but they always leave deep scars on us.\u003cbr\u003e Panic disorder, insomnia, and anxiety symptoms have become leeches in our daily lives.\u003cbr\u003e The root of all this is the emotion called 'depression'.\u003cbr\u003e Through this book, the author reveals his own chronicle of depression and gives us a glimpse into the struggles he endured at the crossroads of life and death.\u003cbr\u003e The reason I can't harm myself even though my desire to die is like a chimney is because a little bit of love remains in my heart.\u003cbr\u003e The author's dream of romance even in the midst of deep depression will give us a subtle sense of empathy and comfort. \u003cbr\u003eIf you are someone who has experienced depression from the depths of the unknown, if you are someone who wants to drink romance even when drinking a glass of water, read the book, \"If Sadness Was a Disease, I Would Already Be Dead,\" which contains rich sentences.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cul\u003e\u003cli\u003e You can preview some of the book's contents.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cspan\u003ePreview\u003c\/span\u003e\n\n\u003c\/li\u003e\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eindex\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003eChapter 1\u003cbr\u003e I plan to let you suffer to your heart's content and then let you go with this article.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e 12 to O\u003cbr\u003e Delete 01 15\u003cbr\u003e Delete 02 16\u003cbr\u003e Delete 03 17\u003cbr\u003e Delete 04 18\u003cbr\u003e Delete Your Memory - Error 22\u003cbr\u003e Dream Dream 01 24\u003cbr\u003e Dream Dream 02 25\u003cbr\u003e Dream Dream 03 26\u003cbr\u003e Dream Dream 04 27\u003cbr\u003e unwelcome guest 01 28\u003cbr\u003e unwelcome guest 02 29\u003cbr\u003e about maum 30\u003cbr\u003e DIVE TO BLUE 32\u003cbr\u003e Illusion 34\u003cbr\u003e dust 35\u003cbr\u003e If 36\u003cbr\u003e Unsolved Question Mark 37\u003cbr\u003e No Answer 38\u003cbr\u003e J minus jane 01 40\u003cbr\u003e J minus jane 02 42\u003cbr\u003e 43 in fragments\u003cbr\u003e I got lost 45\u003cbr\u003e I got lost 02 46\u003cbr\u003e Raindrops and dances 50\u003cbr\u003e farewell to raindrops 52\u003cbr\u003e 54 To the name I miss\u003cbr\u003e To the name I miss #2 55\u003cbr\u003e To the name I miss #3 56\u003cbr\u003e oh my love 61\u003cbr\u003e I swear by romance 64\u003cbr\u003e Promise of Destruction 67\u003cbr\u003e Eternity 68 \u003cbr\u003eIn your eyes, the Milky Way is 69\u003cbr\u003e 70 forever\u003cbr\u003e The name of the person you love is romantic 71\u003cbr\u003e recall memory (why) 72\u003cbr\u003e (null) 75\u003cbr\u003e recall memory 76\u003cbr\u003e pain of (love) 78\u003cbr\u003e zero 80\u003cbr\u003e What's missed never dies 81\u003cbr\u003e What You Gain from Dating and Breakups 82\u003cbr\u003e love you and hate you 84\u003cbr\u003e Breakup anyway 86\u003cbr\u003e 88 to the name that has passed\u003cbr\u003e Hide and Seek 89\u003cbr\u003e If there was a clock that runs backwards, it would be 90\u003cbr\u003e Love has never been difficult 92\u003cbr\u003e Thief 93\u003cbr\u003e plastic love 94\u003cbr\u003e Candy 96\u003cbr\u003e The circle is 97 for the triangle\u003cbr\u003e Love takes different forms 98\u003cbr\u003e Love is not begging 100\u003cbr\u003e First Time 101\u003cbr\u003e Lucid Dreaming 102\u003cbr\u003e Bluebird 105\u003cbr\u003e From the moment our times crossed 107\u003cbr\u003e Ideal and Reality 108\u003cbr\u003e Blatant Lie 109\u003cbr\u003e Imperfect Forgiveness 110\u003cbr\u003e My Religion, My Love 112\u003cbr\u003e Cliff 113\u003cbr\u003e What Love and Parting Left Behind 114\u003cbr\u003e I'm not waiting for a reply 117\u003cbr\u003e Unknown Mind 118\u003cbr\u003e Borrowed Dream 120\u003cbr\u003e Moth 121\u003cbr\u003e river run 122\u003cbr\u003e Bet 124\u003cbr\u003e 125 to my beloved S\u003cbr\u003e Humans are confusing 126\u003cbr\u003e It's Not Love 128\u003cbr\u003e Timing 131\u003cbr\u003e Lighter 132\u003cbr\u003e 134\u003cbr\u003e 135 as you wish \u003cbr\u003eAbout Breakups 136\u003cbr\u003e I made a wish 137\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eChapter 2\u003cbr\u003e Traces of attempts to survive somehow remain intact here.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e If sadness is a disease\u003cbr\u003e I would have died before 142\u003cbr\u003e black dog 143\u003cbr\u003e Cracked Mirror 145\u003cbr\u003e Deaths That Aren't Strange 147\u003cbr\u003e Loneliness Behind the Curtains 152\u003cbr\u003e The clock keeps ticking\u003cbr\u003e Without even knowing my own heart 154\u003cbr\u003e minus 2 155\u003cbr\u003e Teacher #1 158\u003cbr\u003e Teacher #2 160\u003cbr\u003e Teacher #3 162\u003cbr\u003e Teacher #4 163\u003cbr\u003e Victim of Innocence 165\u003cbr\u003e I HATE PEOPLE 170\u003cbr\u003e Poor Promise 172\u003cbr\u003e Recharge my batteries [ \/ \/ \/ ] 173\u003cbr\u003e with death on my shoulder 174\u003cbr\u003e J's Will 176\u003cbr\u003e Question mark 178\u003cbr\u003e I'm.\u003cbr\u003e already.\u003cbr\u003e dead.\u003cbr\u003e 179\u003cbr\u003e I'm dying ing ing ing 181\u003cbr\u003e Shadow 185\u003cbr\u003e 187 to my sister\u003cbr\u003e My Cat, Haku 188\u003cbr\u003e The Sound No One Hears 190\u003cbr\u003e Shell #1 191\u003cbr\u003e Shell #2 192\u003cbr\u003e Shell #3 193\u003cbr\u003e zolpidem 194\u003cbr\u003e Promises are always accompanied by betrayal 196\u003cbr\u003e The Lifespan of Love 197\u003cbr\u003e The things I choose betray me 198\u003cbr\u003e Taboo 200\u003cbr\u003e Trash Can 202\u003cbr\u003e Lonely Good Night 203\u003cbr\u003e About 204\u003cbr\u003e Hibernation 206\u003cbr\u003e My Heart Is Here 207 \u003cbr\u003eExtreme Depression 209\u003cbr\u003e Option 211\u003cbr\u003e Distrust 214\u003cbr\u003e Hello 215\u003cbr\u003e I want to sleep with you 216\u003cbr\u003e Face of the Night 218\u003cbr\u003e Don't cry today 219\u003cbr\u003e Prayer 220\u003cbr\u003e blasphemy 222\u003cbr\u003e Self-harm 224\u003cbr\u003e Life is too hard 225\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003eChapter 3\u003cbr\u003e Even if I drink a glass of water, I want to drink up the romance\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Chapter 230\u003cbr\u003e Corona 233\u003cbr\u003e June 236\u003cbr\u003e July 237\u003cbr\u003e Shirin Autumn 240\u003cbr\u003e wish 241\u003cbr\u003e The Inevitable Crossroads 242\u003cbr\u003e Happiness 243\u003cbr\u003e Delusion 244\u003cbr\u003e onlyoneintheearth 246\u003cbr\u003e Hangover 248\u003cbr\u003e A Relationship with a Reason 249\u003cbr\u003e The beginning is always waiting for me 250\u003cbr\u003e Runaway 252\u003cbr\u003e Self-reproach 253\u003cbr\u003e Dreaming of Harmlessness 254\u003cbr\u003e Greed 256\u003cbr\u003e Salmon 259\u003cbr\u003e Soulmate 260\u003cbr\u003e Selfish Mind 262\u003cbr\u003e Like a River 263\u003cbr\u003e The Meaning of Love 265\u003cbr\u003e 267 As an indifferent person\u003cbr\u003e Things that stay and leave 268\u003cbr\u003e Dream 270\u003cbr\u003e Salvation is Self 272\u003cbr\u003e How miserable is the life on display? 273\u003cbr\u003e 274 For first-time hitchhikers\u003cbr\u003e The most fearful thing is regret 275\u003cbr\u003e Writing and Life Are Two Separate Things 276\u003cbr\u003e Smiler 277\u003cbr\u003e 278 in Gaecheon\u003cbr\u003e There are days when nothing is written 279\u003cbr\u003e make it count 282\u003cbr\u003e X 286\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eDetailed image\u003c\/b\u003e \u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/image.yes24.com\/momo\/TopCate3406\/MidCate006\/340556660.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Detailed Image 1\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e  \u003ch5\u003e\u003cb\u003eInto the book\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/h5\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e Even though it may be wrong now, I was very happy back then.\u003cbr\u003e Even though my throat hurt, I didn't let go of my arm as a pillow all night because I wanted to hear your heartbeat. As I watched you sleep soundly, my arm not even numb, I thought that maybe this person and I would fall in love.\u003cbr\u003e I wish I hadn't gotten in the taxi home that day, I wish I had believed all the sweet words.\u003cbr\u003e Then, do you also want to understand me?\u003cbr\u003e I miss that day.\u003cbr\u003e The way you looked at me wondering when I would have time again, the way your lips would suddenly appear, the way you spoke in a way that seemed cute, the deep eyes that never avoided my gaze.\u003cbr\u003e Back then, everything seemed to flow smoothly like a river flowing before us, but how did I end up chasing only your traces?\u003cbr\u003e --- p.42\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I believe that through repeated love and separation, we become better people. \u003cbr\u003eApart from learning how to love, it also involves reflecting on past mistakes.\u003cbr\u003e Isn't love truly the best lesson in life?\u003cbr\u003e So I don't stop loving.\u003cbr\u003e The breakup right now may seem like a story from a distant future, but I'm sure you'll learn something from it as much as it hurts.\u003cbr\u003e --- p.114\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e teacher.\u003cbr\u003e I am getting sick.\u003cbr\u003e I pour my heart into a fleeting relationship and my whole body becomes transparent.\u003cbr\u003e I have a strong feeling that what could be called the self is disappearing.\u003cbr\u003e What should I rely on?\u003cbr\u003e What on earth should I rely on to survive, when I am so weak?\u003cbr\u003e Ironically, living alone brings peace.\u003cbr\u003e The only time I hold a bag of medicine is when someone else comes into my life.\u003cbr\u003e I get sick when I hear shrill voices, when I see disgusting faces and confrontations, when I am tied to the word \"with\" someone. \u003cbr\u003eI, who was sick of humans, tried to live without any contact with humans.\u003cbr\u003e It was lonely, but I felt more comfortable there.\u003cbr\u003e But I hadn't thought about the inherent loneliness of humans.\u003cbr\u003e So what should I do? I'll constantly grow sick among people, fill my loneliness, then leave them again, become so solitude-ridden that I'll hover around them, and then leave again forever.\u003cbr\u003e Is this my fate?\u003cbr\u003e --- p.158\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e In the past, I tried hard to look like I was happy even when I wasn't, but these days, I wonder if I really have to look happy.\u003cbr\u003e So what if you're a little unhappy when you don't get anything out of the happiness you've created?\u003cbr\u003e Everyone is born into misfortune and lives chasing small happiness, so how could I be any different?\u003cbr\u003e --- p.273\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eIf you ask me why I live, I would answer that I force myself to live, feeding on happy memories and smiling occasionally.\u003cbr\u003e I have small regrets about life, eating away at good memories like candy.\u003cbr\u003e I live with the foolish expectation that if I live like this, the day will come when I will be rewarded.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Depression is entirely mine.\u003cbr\u003e This beggarly emotion is a vicious contagious disease that only knows multiplication and not division.\u003cbr\u003e Fortunately, I haven't believed in willpower or salvation for a long time.\u003cbr\u003e This independent depression knows that no one but me can kill it.\u003cbr\u003e I love and hate my depression to death for parasitizing on my life and coveting me.\u003cbr\u003e I will not give in to this stubborn, filthy feeling even a little bit, but will fight tenaciously and finally seize the opportunity to win.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e --- p.286\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003ePublisher's Review\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003eDepression is also a mission we must bear.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eAs I swim along with the author in his depression, I feel myself gradually losing my breath, but also feel an inexplicable surge of energy.\u003cbr\u003e Looking at a person's chronicle of depression may be quite daunting, but because depression is something we've all experienced, this book offers room for deep reflection on the depression that exists in the world.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Although we may not be exactly the same as the author's depression, I think we can feel a sense of kinship in the will to live that the author is trying to convey, because we clearly share the same feeling of 'depression'.\u003cbr\u003e I hope that the author's attitude and sermon on living for romance and love, despite the daily ups and downs, will give me the strength to move forward.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Depression is also a mission we must bear.\u003cbr\u003e And I hope you don't get depressed like Kim Jae-in. \u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%;padding-top:20px;padding-bottom:20px\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:left;font-size:16px;font-weight:bold;padding-bottom:20px\"\u003e GOODS SPECIFICS\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:left;font-size:14px;line-height:1.6em;\"\u003e\n\n \u003cdiv style=\"width:100%;margin-bottom:5px;line-height:1.6em;font-size:14px\"\u003e- \u003cstrong\u003ePublication date:\u003c\/strong\u003e March 30, 2021\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:100%;margin-bottom:5px;line-height:1.6em;font-size:14px\"\u003e - 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