{"product_id":"135340","title":"Even as an adult, I cried sometimes (50,000 copies commemorative tearjerker edition) ","description":"\u003ccenter\u003e\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/tmgdisk01.cafe24.com\/images\/vs\/4172\/sv\/3jYCU95PFqINoOzU3DFTi36T4TKLkU.png?v=1765098999\" style=\"max-width:100%;max-height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\u003ccenter\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:center;font-size:30px;font-weight:bolder;line-height:1.6em\"\u003e Even as an adult, I cried sometimes (50,000 copies commemorative tearjerker edition) \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"border-bottom:1px;border-bottom-style:dotted;border-color:;padding-bottom:20px\"\u003e\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable align=\"center\" width=\"100%\"\u003e\u003ctbody style=\"border:0px\"\u003e\n\n\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd align=\"center\" style=\"line-height:1.2em;text-align:center;font-size:18px;color:black;font-weight:bold;padding-bottom:20px;\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\n\n\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"text-align:center\"\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/image.yes24.com\/goods\/146353349\/XL\" style=\"max-width:100%;height:auto\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\n\n\n\u003c\/tbody\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd style=\"height:10px\"\u003e\u003c\/td\u003e\u003c\/tr\u003e\u003c\/table\u003e\u003c\/center\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"width:95%;{split_style6}padding-top:20px;padding-bottom:20px\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:left;font-size:16px;font-weight:bold;padding-bottom:20px\"\u003e Description \u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align:left;word-break:break-all;font-size:14px;line-height:1.6em;\"\u003e\n\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eBook Introduction\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e \u003cb\u003eWhen life feels so hard\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003eI wish someone would understand my feelings like this\u003cbr\u003e Sentences that will calm and comfort you when you're tired.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Even as an adult, I cried sometimes.\u003cbr\u003e 50,000 copies commemorative tear edition\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I thought becoming an adult meant learning to hide my emotions and pretend to be okay even when things were hard or painful.\u003cbr\u003e I have always believed that being an adult means trying to be strong, not overflowing, not shaking, not collapsing.\u003cbr\u003e But if you suppress and ignore the moments when your heart is breaking, you will inevitably end up with an internal illness.\u003cbr\u003e After going through that process, the author realizes that it is better to be honest about one's feelings without hurting others.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e This book offers quiet comfort to those who have ignored their own pain while living up to the world's expectations. \u003cbr\u003eI calmly embrace the days when I pretended everything was fine, the emotions I had to swallow silently, and even the times when I was so upset that I couldn't sleep.\u003cbr\u003e The author's story, which he kept to himself for a long time because he could not easily share it with anyone, evokes deep empathy, as if reading my own diary.\u003cbr\u003e If you slowly turn the pages of a book, you might find yourself whispering to yourself.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “It’s okay to cry today.”\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cul\u003e\u003cli\u003e You can preview some of the book's contents.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cspan\u003ePreview\u003c\/span\u003e\n\n\u003c\/li\u003e\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eindex\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e prolog\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003eChapter 1 Just to Comfort Me\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eI must not lose myself \/ Not trying hard \/ Being alive \/ Möbius strip \/ You don't have to try too hard \/ Anxiety that cannot be separated \/ Doing what I like \/ Because there is a gift called today \/ The saying that time is not enough \/ Magic spell \/ No matter what I do \/ The main character of my life \/ Things that comfort me \/ Emotional management \/ Trauma \/ Different depth of emotions \/ Sweeping, wiping, shaking off \/ The limits of language \/ Not trivial \/ A reason to laugh \/ A peaceful day \/ Of course, so what \/ A splendid life \/ Became a part of life \/ Only for me\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003eChapter 2: The Sorrow Only I Know\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eDays that were bleak \/ Always feeling sorry \/ Mirror \/ A day of holding on \/ A sad day without a reason \/ Morning sun \/ Avoidance \/ No thoughts \/ Terrible loneliness \/ It's okay but not okay \/ Unknown heart \/ The two sides of competitive desire \/ The long winter \/ Foolishness \/ Swamp of lethargy \/ Can't turn back time \/ Danger level \/ Between peace and tension \/ Saving face \/ Other people's misfortune becomes an opportunity \/ Last chance \/ Things that are useless even if you know \/ The other side of pleasure \/ When I wake up from a dream \/ Summer bug \/ Change of clothes\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003eChapter 3 Just Being There\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eIndefinable \/ Human nature \/ Just being there \/ A heart that changes constantly \/ Delusion \/ Broken emotions \/ You can't understand everything \/ Excessive consideration is poison \/ The words that hurt the most \/ Cheek cheek cheok \/ Close yet far \/ Words that can't be done \/ Relationships of interest \/ Excessive concern \/ Words that are never ordinary \/ A tree called relationship \/ It's not natural \/ Clown \/ Inevitable \/ Everything is okay \/ A relationship that slowly drifts away \/ The echo of words \/ The best advantage is \/ Words that are sad when you know them \/ A disease called obsession\u003cbr\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003eChapter 4: How to Hold Back Tears\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eRecollection \/ Contrast of memories \/ Vain effort \/ Falling down and rising again \/ Firm will \/ The weight of choice is not proportional \/ Even if it is not grand \/ When pine cones cry \/ How to hold back tears \/ The sound of the sea \/ The power to go against fate \/ That doesn't mean it never happened \/ It doesn't get any worse \/ In order to move forward \/ The flowing life \/ Infinite competition \/ The meaning of the pain felt now \/ The real us \/ Everyone has pain \/ A life where music flows out every day \/ The temperature of emotions\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Epilogue\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eDetailed image\u003c\/b\u003e \u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cimg src=\"https:\/\/image.yes24.com\/momo\/TopCate5313\/MidCate009\/531289815.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Detailed Image 1\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\u003ch5\u003e \u003cb\u003eInto the book\u003c\/b\u003e\n\u003c\/h5\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e From the moment I was born\u003cbr\u003e The die called 'I' has been cast.\u003cbr\u003e I can turn back time\u003cbr\u003e The dice that fell on the floor\u003cbr\u003e You can't catch it again.\u003cbr\u003e Even if I continue to worry endlessly,\u003cbr\u003e Even if I live stuck in the past that cannot be turned back\u003cbr\u003e Because it doesn't change.\u003cbr\u003e “I just live in the moment.”\u003cbr\u003e --- From the \"Prologue\"\u003cbr\u003e  \u003cbr\u003eIn a way, it is incredibly sad to hide oneself and only focus on the smiling faces of others.\u003cbr\u003e That's like calling yourself a clown.\u003cbr\u003e The other person thought of me as an easy person and treated me just that much.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Only then did I realize that my method was wrong.\u003cbr\u003e This means that a relationship that was created by cutting away at 'me' can only be maintained by continuously giving my flesh away, and that if 'me' is not present in the relationship, then the relationship is meaningless.\u003cbr\u003e It is clear that it will eventually reach its limits.\u003cbr\u003e --- p.19\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e No matter how hard I try\u003cbr\u003e If the sadness that has consumed me does not go away,\u003cbr\u003e You can get so immersed in it that you forget about it\u003cbr\u003e Something is needed.\u003cbr\u003e --- p.35\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Wittgenstein said, \"Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.\" \u003cbr\u003eIt is not only difficult to truly express one's deep feelings to someone, but it is also nearly impossible to fully convey them because there is no proper way to express them.\u003cbr\u003e --- p.104\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I believed this was the last time.\u003cbr\u003e Things didn't go well from the start.\u003cbr\u003e I really thought this was the last time\u003cbr\u003e It still didn't work out well.\u003cbr\u003e Maybe the phrase 'the real last'\u003cbr\u003e Under the pretext of it being the last chance\u003cbr\u003e I wanted to look back once more\u003cbr\u003e It may have been my foolishness.\u003cbr\u003e --- p.128\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e There is a saying that if there is a meeting, there is a parting.\u003cbr\u003e It seems to be much more painful than I thought.\u003cbr\u003e A life that may never end\u003cbr\u003e I must live my life grateful for being able to be together.\u003cbr\u003e --- p.195\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e A breakup hurts as much as you gave your heart, and when you fall into the abyss, it hurts as much as you climbed up.\u003cbr\u003e No matter how splendid a moment may be, once it has passed, it feels so empty that it feels like a fleeting moment.\u003cbr\u003e You can't live every day as if it were the best day ever. \u003cbr\u003eIn this life of ups and downs, the way I have chosen to live is to live a little lukewarmly in order to reduce the emotional gap.\u003cbr\u003e\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e --- p.196 \u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cdiv\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\n\u003ccenter\u003e\u003ctable\u003e\u003ctr\u003e\u003ctd 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