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I ask you
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Book Introduction
What if the law is what brought about all these results?
What if someone else is doing what the law should be doing?

Author Jeong Yong-jun, who has been reflecting on the ontological basis of human nature in the most delicate language, has published a new full-length novel, “I Ask You.”
The author, who not only reveals the unique wounds of a human being and the heart that strives to understand that incomprehensible realm in a sensuous sentence, but also sublimates the misery of life into beauty by soothing the most vulnerable parts of humanity, calmly depicts the extreme sadness and love that a person can embrace by facing both the private and intimate violence and the public and enormous violence surrounding a human being on the edge of despair through this work, “I Ask You.”


The author examines how violence against infants and toddlers is etched into a person's life and contributes to their entire lives, and asks what "all of us," not just the vulnerable and weak parties, can do.
The fate of life, led by violence perpetrated in the name of love against a human being who can never be the object of someone's possession, and the imprinted violence that seeks to cover up and understand that vicious violence with love, will remain a source of concern even after the novel ends. However, the author's prayer to help and relieve that sorrow in a way that allows more people to know and understand it will become a bridgehead to protect our lives more beautifully.

A place where love rose and then disappeared.
I stared at the memory, which was as dented as its weight and volume, for a long time.
At first I was going to give you my organized answer, but later I found myself asking you.
What is a person?
What is love?
[… … ] This long, drawn-out muttering, which may be a prayer, a protest, a diary entry, a letter, or perhaps just a meaningless soliloquy, is my hope that it will be an answer to someone.
_From the author's note
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Part 1_Fire and Ice_7
Part 2_Trap_141
Part 3_Questions_255

Author's Note _346

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Into the book
“I’ve seen a lot of scripts that provoke viewers and make them angry, but the pottery episode was different.
What should I say, anger is anger, but it came across as personal rather than universal and social anger.
I could feel that he was overcome with intense emotions, but he was trying to keep his composure and speak calmly and logically.
Maybe it's ice surrounding the flame.
It's not easy to express... ... .
Anyway, it was good.”
--- p.24

A feeling of wanting to vomit, as if one had swallowed a living thing by force.
A certain guilt, as if one had harmed something weak and soft.
That horror.
I felt like something big was going to happen if I stayed still.
There is a person who has set himself on fire with a fire burning inside his body.
There are people who have died from organ melting due to extreme emotions.
Some people can't stand this feeling, so they hurt their loved ones and take out their anger on them.
Yoo Hee-jin felt a real sense of heat inside her body.

--- p.55

“That is the law we trust.
When you think about justice vaguely, it seems authoritative and fair, but in reality, it is nothing more than a judgment made by someone like Park Jun-su after searching through various precedents.
The law is not the law.
They're just people.
The police's feet and the lawyer's mouth.
The prosecutor's hand and the judge's head.
I don't think that a human being assembled like that is just and fair.
I don't think it's wise or humane.
Non-indictment and non-detention.
A criminal who makes a lot of noise when he enters, but is eventually quietly released on probation.
A villain who is released on bail and returns home without anyone knowing.
I've seen it countless times.
The man called law does not know about man.
I don't care.
But what he judges is justice? Because he is the law.”
--- pp.90-91

Yoo Hee-jin turned off the light, sat on the bed, and stared at a point in the pitch darkness.
The blackout curtains covered the window, so no light came in.
Yoo Hee-jin liked that feeling of being lost.
Feeling anxiety and fear that you might die.
Every time I trembled with fear to the point where my arms and legs went numb and my heart shrank with guilt, I felt an inexplicable thrill.
Something that doesn't get comfortable.
Not being able to fall asleep easily.
Not being able to enjoy even a moment of comfort.
To wander around death like that every moment.
Paradoxically, it was the only stimulus that kept Yoo Hee-jin alive.

--- pp.139-140

I left the path and went between the trees.
The fallen leaves are piled up so high that the ground is unclear.
My feet were completely submerged, and invisible branches and protruding roots caught my ankles.
I fell and rolled, but I kept going.
White breath that blooms whitely with your breath.
My heart was pounding and my calves were aching.
As I pushed against tree trunks, grabbed broken branches, pushed through sharp coniferous leaves, and crawled on ice-cold rocks and pebbles with my hands and feet, my palms were torn and my wrists were bloody.
A shadow wandering in the shadows.
When darkness falls on the forest, the trees, animals, objects, and scenery all become dark.
Until then, let's run as far as possible.
What's more important than moving away is what's not visible.
It seemed like Park Ki-jung was looking at him from somewhere.
--- p.330

Publisher's Review
There is a person who has set himself on fire with a fire inside his body.
There are people who have died from intense emotions that melted their organs.

There are people who live with anger.
People who live without being able to let go of internalized pain, wounds, and sadness.
Those who live with indelible pain due to violence committed by those who know them best, barely holding on to the scars that cover them, are exposed to violence once again the moment that fire spreads into a bigger flame, the moment they see so many fragile beings exposed to violence and succumbing to unbearable pain, the very moment they witness the suffering of others.
So, some people end up risking their lives for others, while others end up giving up on life.
It is difficult to continue living without condemnation because “hatred does not disappear but quietly settles on the wall of the heart.”
They have no choice but to choose a life where they become the executioner who condemns the criminals by becoming the perpetrator themselves, or they feel “anxiety and fear as if they were going to die,” “tremble with fear so great that their arms and legs go numb,” feel “an inexplicable joy,” are “uncomfortable,” cannot sleep, and “are never at peace for even a moment,” and “every moment they wander near death.”
However, since neither of them has an easy life, readers cannot help but feel their pain as they meet the two characters and worry about their future lives.
Violence can become possible to anyone and grow in size without being recognized as violence.
Thus, facing violence squarely as violence can be the starting point for stopping it.
The author cautiously suggests that those difficult and heavy steps may become a little easier with the beginning of this novel.


I wanted to ask how everyone endures and survives.

The author portrays characters in pain and reveals that it is by no means easy to make people human or to make them non-human.
He asks what is this passionate love, this love that leaves scars on the human body?
People who are sick and cannot laugh when they are happy or cry when they are sad have a hard time surviving on their own.
The way for humans to survive in this world is to protect each other and mobilize systems and institutions, but our current system is in a situation where we cannot help but ask, "Is this how it should be?"

The author found it strange that all wars were waged in the name of justice, all violence in the name of love.
Because I wanted to stop hearing excuses like "because I love you," and because I wanted to find a more fundamental solution, I couldn't help but start a story that wasn't easy to continue.
Asking and answering what a person is and what love is.
Perhaps we should constantly ask ourselves this question, which seems so obvious that we have not even attempted it, and also to those foolish people who wield violence without even realizing it is violence.
By asking himself this difficult question first, the author earnestly hopes that we all can persevere through the perilous times we face, asking and answering how we can endure and survive.
This novel will be the first question to protect this heart, and a prayer to endure our times, which are rife with violence.
GOODS SPECIFICS
- Date of issue: June 11, 2025
- Page count, weight, size: 348 pages | 366g | 128*188*17mm
- ISBN13: 9791192638645
- ISBN10: 1192638646

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