
I have no choice but to leave for now
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Book Introduction
A traveler of 23 years.
The person who knows best that even if it is a step without a destination, the process is already enough.
Author Kim Nam-hee has made a living by traveling for over 20 years.
I have continued to travel, write about the places I have visited, and share stories with others.
But paradoxically, the more I travel, the more I feel like the era of travel is over.
Still, he can't give up traveling.
It is because I believe that if it weren't for traveling, I would be a much narrower and less fortunate person than I am now.
The author says:
“Travel is ultimately an act of jumping into an unfamiliar world and breaking down one’s own narrow world.”
After reading the book, we naturally think of a moment when we will face ourselves on an unfamiliar road.
So, as he said, I have no choice but to leave for now.
The person who knows best that even if it is a step without a destination, the process is already enough.
Author Kim Nam-hee has made a living by traveling for over 20 years.
I have continued to travel, write about the places I have visited, and share stories with others.
But paradoxically, the more I travel, the more I feel like the era of travel is over.
Still, he can't give up traveling.
It is because I believe that if it weren't for traveling, I would be a much narrower and less fortunate person than I am now.
The author says:
“Travel is ultimately an act of jumping into an unfamiliar world and breaking down one’s own narrow world.”
After reading the book, we naturally think of a moment when we will face ourselves on an unfamiliar road.
So, as he said, I have no choice but to leave for now.
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Prologue: A Traveling Life
Part 1: I Was There
Continuing life as it was yesterday - Kyrgyzstan
The face of this country was there - the Pamirs of Tajikistan
Kazakhstan - a land of utter innocence
The beauty was the people who lived there - Romania
The end of the journey was always the same - Georgia
Nothing and Something at the Same Time - Santiago
Memories will be different for everyone - Santiago
Floating Life, Stuck Life - Ronda, Spain
I went to that island - Japan
The Joys and Sorrows of Life - Airbnb
Part 2 Where life is heading, willingly
The daily life I loved as much as traveling has fallen apart - Hungary
Sitting side by side, the joy of life pouring out - Austria
Belief that you are not alone - Europe
Bright and clear, the comfort of light - Vence, France
Into a world of chaos, disorder, and inefficiency - Italy
Me in my thirties and me in my fifties - Mont Blanc, France
Walk, eat, sleep, wake up and walk again - Mont Blanc, France
Everyone's Life Was Hot - Grenoble, France
Towards a Future We Want to Live in and Resemble - Gyeongju and Jeju
Part 3: Things You Can Only Know After Leaving
The problem is human life - Argentina
At the Speed of a Sloth - Costa Rica
A Life of Willingness to Embrace Discomfort - Costa Rica
How long can I travel? - Italian Dolomites
The Two Faces of Beauty and Chaos - Switzerland
My first trip to Africa in 20 years - Namibia
Can we finally save Namibia?
Even if I get lost again, naked - Botswana
It felt like my first trip ever - Botswana
So natural - Romania
So that you can't give up on the epilogue
Part 1: I Was There
Continuing life as it was yesterday - Kyrgyzstan
The face of this country was there - the Pamirs of Tajikistan
Kazakhstan - a land of utter innocence
The beauty was the people who lived there - Romania
The end of the journey was always the same - Georgia
Nothing and Something at the Same Time - Santiago
Memories will be different for everyone - Santiago
Floating Life, Stuck Life - Ronda, Spain
I went to that island - Japan
The Joys and Sorrows of Life - Airbnb
Part 2 Where life is heading, willingly
The daily life I loved as much as traveling has fallen apart - Hungary
Sitting side by side, the joy of life pouring out - Austria
Belief that you are not alone - Europe
Bright and clear, the comfort of light - Vence, France
Into a world of chaos, disorder, and inefficiency - Italy
Me in my thirties and me in my fifties - Mont Blanc, France
Walk, eat, sleep, wake up and walk again - Mont Blanc, France
Everyone's Life Was Hot - Grenoble, France
Towards a Future We Want to Live in and Resemble - Gyeongju and Jeju
Part 3: Things You Can Only Know After Leaving
The problem is human life - Argentina
At the Speed of a Sloth - Costa Rica
A Life of Willingness to Embrace Discomfort - Costa Rica
How long can I travel? - Italian Dolomites
The Two Faces of Beauty and Chaos - Switzerland
My first trip to Africa in 20 years - Namibia
Can we finally save Namibia?
Even if I get lost again, naked - Botswana
It felt like my first trip ever - Botswana
So natural - Romania
So that you can't give up on the epilogue
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Into the book
The more I travel, the more the common sense and truths I knew crumble.
The more I walk, the more questions arise and I begin to doubt what I have learned.
The more time I spend on the streets, the more I realize how deeply connected I am to others, to the earth.
When I return home from a trip, I love and cherish everything around me a little more.
Traveling has always made me want to be a better me.
I really want to be a better person, a being that does less harm to the Earth and to others.
That longing leads me to travel.
--- p.10 From the "Prologue"
In the nomads' tents, I had to sleep with strangers.
Lying down in a sleeping bag on a mat once a year, mingling with strangers, I was reminded of how much I carry with me.
The sheep and horses they embraced, the desire for a wandering life that I could not let go of.
Eventually, we each fell into a dreamless sleep, thinking that we were passing through life holding on to something we desperately needed.
--- p.26 From “Continuing Life as It Was Yesterday”
Traveling is ultimately a process of writing your own world history textbook.
Because history can often be a one-sided story written from the perspective of the victors.
Through travel, we meet people we wouldn't normally encounter (the defeated, the minorities, the marginalized) and hear their voices and their lives.
It is a time to meet them not as anonymous beings in history books, but as concrete human beings with names, voices, and body temperatures.
As such experiences accumulate, your own world history is rewritten.
The knowledge the world has instilled in me is breaking apart.
In that place, the world interpreted through my eyes enters.
That is why 'travel is not simply a movement from place to place, but begins with breaking free from the castle of thoughts that one has built up.'
--- p.58 From “The End of the Journey Was Always the Same”
When I was younger, I wanted to do my best to distance myself from people.
Because the space between them felt so tight that sometimes I felt like I was suffocating.
Back then, I thought I could live on my own.
I didn't have the courage to go very far away and live, so I wandered outside to catch my breath.
The longer I spent wandering like that, the more my heart's distance from others became.
I was drawn to those who did not give up on life, even though they each carried their own sorrows and wounds.
I felt compassion for all living beings who struggled to live and ultimately survived.
I have come to realize that just as the life of wandering outside is so desperately needed for me, the life of holding on inside is also so desperately needed for some people.
That no matter which path you choose, all of life requires courage.
Only after the big dream disappeared did I begin to look at life, embracing and enduring the small and trivial things.
It was only later that I realized that the long hardships and sorrows of life, as well as the fleeting joys and delights, are equally present everywhere.
--- p.102 From "I Went to That Island"
“Europe is responsible for what we did in the past.
“We have to accept refugees.”
I was reminded of what a writer once said: to live as a European means to live as someone indebted to another world.
Their attitude was probably developed through travel.
After all, traveling is an act of jumping into an unfamiliar world, breaking down one's own narrow world, and also a process of accepting others as one's neighbors.
As I accumulate experiences in foreign countries where I am accepted as a foreigner, I also learn to naturally accept strangers.
--- p.198 From “Everyone’s Life Was Hot”
“You drove around for over four hours to get to a place that could have been reached in ten minutes?”
They say this, but everyone knows it.
Walking on your own two legs is an act of engraving the scenery on your body.
The scenery read that way is deeply engraved in the soul and is not easily forgotten.
--- p.256 From "How Long Can I Travel?"
The silence of the night, sitting around a wood fire and drinking tea.
A cluster of stars and the Milky Way in the night sky.
Strong men who were willing to help us as we struggled with the tent that wouldn't open.
Zebras and wildebeests, lions and giraffes, herds of elephants and rhinoceroses, and hippos.
My heart would beat faster whenever I encountered a life form other than human.
Looking back, every moment was sparkling.
We never felt bored for a single moment.
Those were days that felt like I was truly alive, and it was like the first trip I had ever taken since I was born.
Hardships in travel can be challenging, but most of our most memorable travel memories are those that stem from hardships.
We have memories to talk about for the rest of our lives.
The more I walk, the more questions arise and I begin to doubt what I have learned.
The more time I spend on the streets, the more I realize how deeply connected I am to others, to the earth.
When I return home from a trip, I love and cherish everything around me a little more.
Traveling has always made me want to be a better me.
I really want to be a better person, a being that does less harm to the Earth and to others.
That longing leads me to travel.
--- p.10 From the "Prologue"
In the nomads' tents, I had to sleep with strangers.
Lying down in a sleeping bag on a mat once a year, mingling with strangers, I was reminded of how much I carry with me.
The sheep and horses they embraced, the desire for a wandering life that I could not let go of.
Eventually, we each fell into a dreamless sleep, thinking that we were passing through life holding on to something we desperately needed.
--- p.26 From “Continuing Life as It Was Yesterday”
Traveling is ultimately a process of writing your own world history textbook.
Because history can often be a one-sided story written from the perspective of the victors.
Through travel, we meet people we wouldn't normally encounter (the defeated, the minorities, the marginalized) and hear their voices and their lives.
It is a time to meet them not as anonymous beings in history books, but as concrete human beings with names, voices, and body temperatures.
As such experiences accumulate, your own world history is rewritten.
The knowledge the world has instilled in me is breaking apart.
In that place, the world interpreted through my eyes enters.
That is why 'travel is not simply a movement from place to place, but begins with breaking free from the castle of thoughts that one has built up.'
--- p.58 From “The End of the Journey Was Always the Same”
When I was younger, I wanted to do my best to distance myself from people.
Because the space between them felt so tight that sometimes I felt like I was suffocating.
Back then, I thought I could live on my own.
I didn't have the courage to go very far away and live, so I wandered outside to catch my breath.
The longer I spent wandering like that, the more my heart's distance from others became.
I was drawn to those who did not give up on life, even though they each carried their own sorrows and wounds.
I felt compassion for all living beings who struggled to live and ultimately survived.
I have come to realize that just as the life of wandering outside is so desperately needed for me, the life of holding on inside is also so desperately needed for some people.
That no matter which path you choose, all of life requires courage.
Only after the big dream disappeared did I begin to look at life, embracing and enduring the small and trivial things.
It was only later that I realized that the long hardships and sorrows of life, as well as the fleeting joys and delights, are equally present everywhere.
--- p.102 From "I Went to That Island"
“Europe is responsible for what we did in the past.
“We have to accept refugees.”
I was reminded of what a writer once said: to live as a European means to live as someone indebted to another world.
Their attitude was probably developed through travel.
After all, traveling is an act of jumping into an unfamiliar world, breaking down one's own narrow world, and also a process of accepting others as one's neighbors.
As I accumulate experiences in foreign countries where I am accepted as a foreigner, I also learn to naturally accept strangers.
--- p.198 From “Everyone’s Life Was Hot”
“You drove around for over four hours to get to a place that could have been reached in ten minutes?”
They say this, but everyone knows it.
Walking on your own two legs is an act of engraving the scenery on your body.
The scenery read that way is deeply engraved in the soul and is not easily forgotten.
--- p.256 From "How Long Can I Travel?"
The silence of the night, sitting around a wood fire and drinking tea.
A cluster of stars and the Milky Way in the night sky.
Strong men who were willing to help us as we struggled with the tent that wouldn't open.
Zebras and wildebeests, lions and giraffes, herds of elephants and rhinoceroses, and hippos.
My heart would beat faster whenever I encountered a life form other than human.
Looking back, every moment was sparkling.
We never felt bored for a single moment.
Those were days that felt like I was truly alive, and it was like the first trip I had ever taken since I was born.
Hardships in travel can be challenging, but most of our most memorable travel memories are those that stem from hardships.
We have memories to talk about for the rest of our lives.
--- p.320 From "It was like my first trip, my first since I was born"
Publisher's Review
“He smells like wind.
“I feel like I’ve been away for a while and am back.”
-Yang Hee-eun, singer
“I became absorbed in his strong inner self while standing on the road.
“I feel a sense of awe when I see him thinking with a horizontal rather than a vertical perspective.”
-Park Mi-ok, author of "Detective Park Mi-ok"
To endure and love the life given to us
Kim Nam-hee, a willing traveler, releases her first new work in four years!
“Whenever I set out on the road, a new path always opened up.”
Kim Nam-hee, who started traveling in 2003, is now in her 23rd year as a traveler.
He says that while walking countless paths, he could be anything and nothing at the same time. After four years, he presents his new work, "I Have No Choice But to Leave."
He has been making a living by traveling for over 20 years.
I have continued to travel, write about the places I have visited, and share stories with others.
But the sudden arrival of the COVID-19 pandemic changed many aspects of his life.
The livelihood I had been earning through lectures and writing was not enough, so I had no choice but to become a 'N-jobber', working as an Airbnb host and as a member of an after-school walking group.
None of them were absolute profits, but that is why they were able to continue the life of a 'nomad', not tied down to any place.
Perhaps we've found ourselves living a life filled with more travel than before COVID.
Writer Namhee Kim has been traveling and living without getting tired for 20 years.
What drives him to travel?
No, why do we travel?
Just as he confessed that he came back from a trip only to love and cherish everything around him a little more, perhaps we can learn more about ourselves while traveling, meeting strangers in unfamiliar places.
The wonder of those who continue their lives no different from yesterday, the empty time at the travel destination after sending off their mother, the worries of being the leader of an after-school walking group leading travelers, and even the challenge of dreaming of another life in a new place.
Although he has been traveling for decades, he says, “Whenever I set out on the road, a new path opens up,” and he has always encountered another side of himself on the road.
Author Kim Nam-hee is not afraid to confess her most intimate stories.
He never gives up and finds hope despite countless setbacks.
Because I know better than anyone that even if it is a step without a destination, the process itself is already enough.
“The end of the journey was always the same.
“It was a good thing I left.”
A 23-year traveler explains why he never gives up on traveling.
Every time I go on a trip, I feel more and more keenly that the Earth is suffering.
How long can I travel?
Every time I witness a beautiful scene, that poignant question arises more often than before.
The more I travel, the more I feel like the era of travel is over.
But he still can't give up on traveling.
It is because I believe that if I had not traveled, I would have become a much narrower and less fortunate person than I am now.
So, even today, I'm struggling to embrace the questions and concerns of sustainable travel that doesn't harm the lives of local people.
So, when we were planning the after-school walking group, it was natural that we had the hope of taking a careful trip for the sake of the Earth, even if it was a bit of a hassle and inconvenience.
Because it was a step to not give up on the travel he loved the most.
Being absorbed in the present moment, being willing to waste time on inefficient and useless things, leaving minimal traces of your travels, being grateful for what you have, and accepting strangers naturally.
These are all things I learned on the road.
He also realizes something from the sight of a lion that fails every time it hunts.
Perhaps the comforting truth of life is that the world is not made up of words like success and completion, but rather of words like failure, immaturity, and imperfection.
He says that “travel is ultimately an act of jumping into an unfamiliar world and breaking down one’s own narrow world,” and his attitude toward travel is likely no different from his attitude toward life.
After reading the book, we naturally think of a moment when we face ourselves on an unfamiliar road.
So, as he said, I have no choice but to leave for now.
“I feel like I’ve been away for a while and am back.”
-Yang Hee-eun, singer
“I became absorbed in his strong inner self while standing on the road.
“I feel a sense of awe when I see him thinking with a horizontal rather than a vertical perspective.”
-Park Mi-ok, author of "Detective Park Mi-ok"
To endure and love the life given to us
Kim Nam-hee, a willing traveler, releases her first new work in four years!
“Whenever I set out on the road, a new path always opened up.”
Kim Nam-hee, who started traveling in 2003, is now in her 23rd year as a traveler.
He says that while walking countless paths, he could be anything and nothing at the same time. After four years, he presents his new work, "I Have No Choice But to Leave."
He has been making a living by traveling for over 20 years.
I have continued to travel, write about the places I have visited, and share stories with others.
But the sudden arrival of the COVID-19 pandemic changed many aspects of his life.
The livelihood I had been earning through lectures and writing was not enough, so I had no choice but to become a 'N-jobber', working as an Airbnb host and as a member of an after-school walking group.
None of them were absolute profits, but that is why they were able to continue the life of a 'nomad', not tied down to any place.
Perhaps we've found ourselves living a life filled with more travel than before COVID.
Writer Namhee Kim has been traveling and living without getting tired for 20 years.
What drives him to travel?
No, why do we travel?
Just as he confessed that he came back from a trip only to love and cherish everything around him a little more, perhaps we can learn more about ourselves while traveling, meeting strangers in unfamiliar places.
The wonder of those who continue their lives no different from yesterday, the empty time at the travel destination after sending off their mother, the worries of being the leader of an after-school walking group leading travelers, and even the challenge of dreaming of another life in a new place.
Although he has been traveling for decades, he says, “Whenever I set out on the road, a new path opens up,” and he has always encountered another side of himself on the road.
Author Kim Nam-hee is not afraid to confess her most intimate stories.
He never gives up and finds hope despite countless setbacks.
Because I know better than anyone that even if it is a step without a destination, the process itself is already enough.
“The end of the journey was always the same.
“It was a good thing I left.”
A 23-year traveler explains why he never gives up on traveling.
Every time I go on a trip, I feel more and more keenly that the Earth is suffering.
How long can I travel?
Every time I witness a beautiful scene, that poignant question arises more often than before.
The more I travel, the more I feel like the era of travel is over.
But he still can't give up on traveling.
It is because I believe that if I had not traveled, I would have become a much narrower and less fortunate person than I am now.
So, even today, I'm struggling to embrace the questions and concerns of sustainable travel that doesn't harm the lives of local people.
So, when we were planning the after-school walking group, it was natural that we had the hope of taking a careful trip for the sake of the Earth, even if it was a bit of a hassle and inconvenience.
Because it was a step to not give up on the travel he loved the most.
Being absorbed in the present moment, being willing to waste time on inefficient and useless things, leaving minimal traces of your travels, being grateful for what you have, and accepting strangers naturally.
These are all things I learned on the road.
He also realizes something from the sight of a lion that fails every time it hunts.
Perhaps the comforting truth of life is that the world is not made up of words like success and completion, but rather of words like failure, immaturity, and imperfection.
He says that “travel is ultimately an act of jumping into an unfamiliar world and breaking down one’s own narrow world,” and his attitude toward travel is likely no different from his attitude toward life.
After reading the book, we naturally think of a moment when we face ourselves on an unfamiliar road.
So, as he said, I have no choice but to leave for now.
GOODS SPECIFICS
- Date of issue: May 26, 2025
- Page count, weight, size: 340 pages | 402g | 125*205*22mm
- ISBN13: 9791193238677
- ISBN10: 1193238676
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