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A relief that strengthens me like an emergency medicine
Poet Oh Eun's new book! "What's So Bad?"
What is essential for writing poetry?
The desire to capture a motif, a small dot of light
It was an attitude of holding it close to my heart and recording it every day.
A poet who opens a Korean dictionary whenever he has time and looks up the meaning of words.
A person who personally experiences the value of listening to a book or a person's life as a teacher.
A person who reads carefully to listen properly before speaking well.
Poet Oh Eun waits for the change that 'nevertheless' will bring every time she writes a piece on the ground.
His collection of essays, "What's Wrong with Secretary Kim," which contains his honest records of Korean society from 2020 to 2025, has been published by Nanda Publishing.
A collection of 60 prose pieces published in serial form at a rate of one per month.
The title 'What's up' is a phrase that is connected to 'It's okay'.
Rather than proving myself by comparing myself to others, the seeds of self-affirmation are firmly planted in these words that allow me to fully accept myself.
It may seem peaceful, but if you look closely, each person's insides are seething with fierceness.
In a life where nothing happens on its own, days when I run like a relay race alone, from where I arrived yesterday to today's finish line.
Love, live.
It's something we believe we do every day, but it's hard to readily answer yes when someone asks, "Are you doing it right?"
In a world where everyone seems to be finding their own path, the discovery that 'I'm not the only one who's weird' is comforting.
When we share vague questions rather than clear answers to the problems presented, it will actually make us feel more relieved.
These are words that make a person walking briskly turn around and look at you, as if slowly asking how you are doing.
I hope that "What's Wrong" will reach those who need the courage to look at themselves as they are and give themselves a comma.
Poet Oh Eun, who calls herself a writer and a speaker, has been looking back on her twenty years.
He constantly moved between personal and social memories, not wasting any moment, but looking around, shifting from ‘not yet’ to ‘right now.’
He knew that he would have to accept the world with a 'that's how it is' attitude, but even in the pessimistic thought that he would be deceived, he spoke with a passionate attitude, crossing words and words, stories and stories, and often climbing over walls and digging in between.
Poet Oh Eun listens to the stories of those who must first say “I’m sorry” even when asserting their rights as citizens, those who have already been told they have lost by the system, and the small voices that can only be heard if you decide to listen.
In a world where the survival of the fittest, where victory is sweet and defeat is bitter, is taken for granted, Eun Oh walks steadily across the language that cannot be understood, toward a wider range of words that do not alienate the loser.
Life is not a competition that can be simply divided into success and failure.
He laughs with his signature wit, saying, “It’s okay to lose, and you don’t have to try to win!”
In this way, this book presents readers with a perspective that allows them to discover small achievements within failure.
Poet Oh Eun's new book! "What's So Bad?"
What is essential for writing poetry?
The desire to capture a motif, a small dot of light
It was an attitude of holding it close to my heart and recording it every day.
A poet who opens a Korean dictionary whenever he has time and looks up the meaning of words.
A person who personally experiences the value of listening to a book or a person's life as a teacher.
A person who reads carefully to listen properly before speaking well.
Poet Oh Eun waits for the change that 'nevertheless' will bring every time she writes a piece on the ground.
His collection of essays, "What's Wrong with Secretary Kim," which contains his honest records of Korean society from 2020 to 2025, has been published by Nanda Publishing.
A collection of 60 prose pieces published in serial form at a rate of one per month.
The title 'What's up' is a phrase that is connected to 'It's okay'.
Rather than proving myself by comparing myself to others, the seeds of self-affirmation are firmly planted in these words that allow me to fully accept myself.
It may seem peaceful, but if you look closely, each person's insides are seething with fierceness.
In a life where nothing happens on its own, days when I run like a relay race alone, from where I arrived yesterday to today's finish line.
Love, live.
It's something we believe we do every day, but it's hard to readily answer yes when someone asks, "Are you doing it right?"
In a world where everyone seems to be finding their own path, the discovery that 'I'm not the only one who's weird' is comforting.
When we share vague questions rather than clear answers to the problems presented, it will actually make us feel more relieved.
These are words that make a person walking briskly turn around and look at you, as if slowly asking how you are doing.
I hope that "What's Wrong" will reach those who need the courage to look at themselves as they are and give themselves a comma.
Poet Oh Eun, who calls herself a writer and a speaker, has been looking back on her twenty years.
He constantly moved between personal and social memories, not wasting any moment, but looking around, shifting from ‘not yet’ to ‘right now.’
He knew that he would have to accept the world with a 'that's how it is' attitude, but even in the pessimistic thought that he would be deceived, he spoke with a passionate attitude, crossing words and words, stories and stories, and often climbing over walls and digging in between.
Poet Oh Eun listens to the stories of those who must first say “I’m sorry” even when asserting their rights as citizens, those who have already been told they have lost by the system, and the small voices that can only be heard if you decide to listen.
In a world where the survival of the fittest, where victory is sweet and defeat is bitter, is taken for granted, Eun Oh walks steadily across the language that cannot be understood, toward a wider range of words that do not alienate the loser.
Life is not a competition that can be simply divided into success and failure.
He laughs with his signature wit, saying, “It’s okay to lose, and you don’t have to try to win!”
In this way, this book presents readers with a perspective that allows them to discover small achievements within failure.
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index
Author's Note
Of course, just keep going and keep doing it. 5 things you can do
2020
18 Things to Remember Hard
Reading the Changes 22
Beings that can be touched by hands and feet 26
30 Ways to Use "What's Up"
Being able to choose 34
What did you do during your break? 38
42 Things to Do in November
Because it's 'that person's words' 46
Continuing on, beggar 50
2021
A Simple but Big Dream 56
Living Well with Grief 60
Crossroads 64
If you have a scale in your heart 68
Anything one day 72
There were no spectators, but there were people 76
80 Lost but Unforgettable
Night 84: Waiting for the Return of the Young Poet
Step by step, step by step, 88
On Endurance 92
What Comes After What Comes After 96
2022
102 Proverbs in Korean
Last and next time 106
110 people waiting for spring even in spring
Signals 114
There is no next to equality 118
Unexpected Words 122
The Difficulty of Give and Take 126
Don't Become Indifferent 130
134 Climbing Over a Wall and Digging Through It
Ways of Mourning 138
Knowing It's Getting Dark 142
Yet Hope 146
2023
365 Days of Resolution 152
Properly repeat and repeat 156
Today is never again, today will never be again 160
164 No Matter What
Knock on the door 168
Imagine Living Differently 172
Empowerment, determination, revival 176
We need more diverse words 180
Family Life 184
The reason for traveling is leisure 188
Apologetic Person 192
2024
Today's Scene 198
A Folding Mind 202
The Power of 'Maybe' 206
The Yellow Ribbon is Yellow Again Today 210
The Tenth Meaning of Biji 214
Cooking and Writing 218
Listening is a great thing 222
Daily Exploration Life 226
The Power of Guessing 230
Finding Hidden Treasures 234
Some Words Run Through Life 238
Rest for the Eye-Consciousness 242
Rice and Garlic 246
2025
Seeking and Retrieving 252
Discovery Writing 256
260 Words to Match Waiting
It's okay if you don't know 264
Of course, just keep going and keep doing it. 5 things you can do
2020
18 Things to Remember Hard
Reading the Changes 22
Beings that can be touched by hands and feet 26
30 Ways to Use "What's Up"
Being able to choose 34
What did you do during your break? 38
42 Things to Do in November
Because it's 'that person's words' 46
Continuing on, beggar 50
2021
A Simple but Big Dream 56
Living Well with Grief 60
Crossroads 64
If you have a scale in your heart 68
Anything one day 72
There were no spectators, but there were people 76
80 Lost but Unforgettable
Night 84: Waiting for the Return of the Young Poet
Step by step, step by step, 88
On Endurance 92
What Comes After What Comes After 96
2022
102 Proverbs in Korean
Last and next time 106
110 people waiting for spring even in spring
Signals 114
There is no next to equality 118
Unexpected Words 122
The Difficulty of Give and Take 126
Don't Become Indifferent 130
134 Climbing Over a Wall and Digging Through It
Ways of Mourning 138
Knowing It's Getting Dark 142
Yet Hope 146
2023
365 Days of Resolution 152
Properly repeat and repeat 156
Today is never again, today will never be again 160
164 No Matter What
Knock on the door 168
Imagine Living Differently 172
Empowerment, determination, revival 176
We need more diverse words 180
Family Life 184
The reason for traveling is leisure 188
Apologetic Person 192
2024
Today's Scene 198
A Folding Mind 202
The Power of 'Maybe' 206
The Yellow Ribbon is Yellow Again Today 210
The Tenth Meaning of Biji 214
Cooking and Writing 218
Listening is a great thing 222
Daily Exploration Life 226
The Power of Guessing 230
Finding Hidden Treasures 234
Some Words Run Through Life 238
Rest for the Eye-Consciousness 242
Rice and Garlic 246
2025
Seeking and Retrieving 252
Discovery Writing 256
260 Words to Match Waiting
It's okay if you don't know 264
Into the book
Since my feet stopped growing, I've been imagining my shoelaces tying themselves together.
As someone who loves walking, I could walk silently in any shoes I wore, so every pair of shoes felt like my footsteps.
The moment my brother was about to pick up the shoes, I reflexively blocked him.
“This won’t do.
“This is my first time.”
--- From "The Beings We Can Touch"
I needed the power to change 'sometime' to 'right now'.
Although it was expressed as strength, it was closer to the leisure of willingly giving one's heart and time to the other person.
Calling out to someone who is walking briskly and making them turn around.
And slowly ask him how he is doing.
Actively turning imagination into reality.
--- From "Things to do in November"
You have to look at me under a microscope.
Paradoxically, if I don't know my emotions sharply, they become sharper and sharper.
Sharpened emotions may suddenly burst out of your pocket and stab the other person.
The place where the suppressed emotions that I didn't even have a chance to release because I didn't speak out are ultimately directed is myself.
Perhaps understanding myself is the key to living well with sadness.
--- From "Living Well with Sadness"
He who remembers is he who mourns.
He is the last person left.
He is a person who recalls the time when people crowded in front of an empty playground.
There was a child who couldn't control his emotions and destroyed a sandcastle, and there is a child who rebuilds the blocks he destroyed.
Only those who remember the past can look forward to the next.
When memory becomes a promise, the future is finally realized.
--- From "Last Time and Next Time"
After thinking about why I decided to start a blog, I entered 'suddenly' in the nickname field.
There were many words that could replace 'abruptly' such as 'suddenly', 'abruptly', 'out of the blue', 'out of the blue', 'abruptly', etc., but it had to be 'abruptly'.
This is because the word ‘bulhyeondeut’, which has its origin in ‘as if a light was turned on’, is a concept that includes both light and fire.
When this word was coined, there would have been no electricity, so turning on a light would have meant providing light and increasing temperature.
I wanted to remember the small, bright, and warm feeling that comes when you light a candle in the dark of the night.
As someone who loves walking, I could walk silently in any shoes I wore, so every pair of shoes felt like my footsteps.
The moment my brother was about to pick up the shoes, I reflexively blocked him.
“This won’t do.
“This is my first time.”
--- From "The Beings We Can Touch"
I needed the power to change 'sometime' to 'right now'.
Although it was expressed as strength, it was closer to the leisure of willingly giving one's heart and time to the other person.
Calling out to someone who is walking briskly and making them turn around.
And slowly ask him how he is doing.
Actively turning imagination into reality.
--- From "Things to do in November"
You have to look at me under a microscope.
Paradoxically, if I don't know my emotions sharply, they become sharper and sharper.
Sharpened emotions may suddenly burst out of your pocket and stab the other person.
The place where the suppressed emotions that I didn't even have a chance to release because I didn't speak out are ultimately directed is myself.
Perhaps understanding myself is the key to living well with sadness.
--- From "Living Well with Sadness"
He who remembers is he who mourns.
He is the last person left.
He is a person who recalls the time when people crowded in front of an empty playground.
There was a child who couldn't control his emotions and destroyed a sandcastle, and there is a child who rebuilds the blocks he destroyed.
Only those who remember the past can look forward to the next.
When memory becomes a promise, the future is finally realized.
--- From "Last Time and Next Time"
After thinking about why I decided to start a blog, I entered 'suddenly' in the nickname field.
There were many words that could replace 'abruptly' such as 'suddenly', 'abruptly', 'out of the blue', 'out of the blue', 'abruptly', etc., but it had to be 'abruptly'.
This is because the word ‘bulhyeondeut’, which has its origin in ‘as if a light was turned on’, is a concept that includes both light and fire.
When this word was coined, there would have been no electricity, so turning on a light would have meant providing light and increasing temperature.
I wanted to remember the small, bright, and warm feeling that comes when you light a candle in the dark of the night.
--- From "Some Words Penetrate Life"
Publisher's Review
The past was filled with particularly sad and miserable events.
For us who are enduring in our own places, poet Oh Eun has continued to read, write, listen, and speak with a wandering heart, searching for a single point of light that exerts a greater presence the darker it gets.
In a way that moves away from making assumptions, in a way that is willing to imagine what is not there.
Here is someone who has the courage to face the invisible pain and loss that occurs inside and outside the body, and to consistently record and remember.
In the pain and sorrow of loss, time does not grow old.
No matter how hard you try to protect something, there are things you will inevitably lose, but there are also things that do not end in loss but are reborn as longing.
A small, bright, and warm feeling of hope born when a candle is lit in the dark of the night.
While mocking himself, saying, 'Is it there? Where is it?', the poet silently carries out the work of gathering singles and creating layers.
With the innocent heart that finds dad by your side when you cry out, “It hurts!”
The year 2020, the starting point of the book, was the height of the COVID-19 pandemic, when work was the only thing that could be done.
During the pandemic, the unfamiliar term "social distancing" was necessary for each other's safety.
It was a time when physical barriers acted as psychological barriers, making each other's lives a little lonelier and tiring, and the time continued indefinitely.
We've learned how much persistence helps sustain life, how simple things like taking pictures of the sky or taking a run around the neighborhood make us who we are.
Even if it's something personal, if you do it every day, it becomes on a different level.
Reading and writing, which I have been doing consistently, actively intervene in and color my life, carving new patterns into my daily life.
That's why the person who writes is always in the prime of his life.
No two days are the same for someone who seeks to know himself well.
Poet Oh Eun says that if finding a clue to untangle a thread is an act of understanding the world, then conversely, finding a clue to weave a thread is an act of understanding oneself.
When he first started writing, he was someone who tried to find answers through writing, but now he is someone who knows that questions remain after writing.
Just as small courage becomes great courage, small questions transform into great questions.
Just as calling an old book a companion book is like calling a book a companion book, the poet knows that even the same object changes its status when given a new name.
That's how 'difference' comes into being.
The mind that is close to the boundary, outside, voluntarily moving away from the center and approaching 'A'.
Such people are curious about the 'inside' rather than the 'outside'.
Towards a scene that only those who approach the periphery can see.
The poet pledges.
I want to live the life of a family member, not the life of a rich person.
The poet says:
"Exploratory Life" was due on the first day of school, but would the exploration ever be completed?
I wonder if it will ever be completed.
Perhaps life can only be guessed at through the daily exploration of life.
In the lecture, poet Oh Eun asks a question using the expression “Life is like an egg” as an example of a metaphor.
Why is that? It's bound to break somehow.
Because it has to be broken to be born.
Because it appears.
Because the next scene unfolds.
Poet Oh Eun believes that literature is not a tower built with the language of success and victory, but rather a pile of stones that has been built with difficulty by embracing failure and defeat.
He will continue to knock on the door called people and open the door called book cover.
Author's Note
Of course, it's something that just needs to be continued.
For the past ten years, I have been a serial writer.
I wrote a column to meet the monthly deadline.
In the meantime, the name of the serial corner also changed.
I first started writing in a column called 'Youth Straightforward', but after a few years, the name was changed to 'Straightforward'.
I laughed to myself, thinking that it meant my youth had passed.
Then, a few years later, I started serializing the articles I had written for 'Jiksol' in the 'Culture and Life' section.
There is still a corner called "Directness," and when you recall that the meaning of directness is "to say the truth or as it is," you nod your head.
Because my writing has always been about moving away from making assumptions, about being willing to imagine what isn't there.
Serialization means “to publish a long article or comic book in several installments in a newspaper or magazine.”
I think the important thing here is ‘continue’.
To keep going, creators must periodically come up with something.
You should also develop the habit of writing down what you remember so that you don't forget it.
This requires an attitude of paying close attention to what is happening inside and outside of me.
We need to think carefully about the meaning of that.
You must complete an essay based on your notes and submit it before the deadline.
Newspapers and magazines, especially dailies, cannot delay their publication date.
Timing is also important.
Every April, the Sewol ferry disaster comes to mind, and every October, the Itaewon disaster comes to mind.
As we approach the end of the year, we will be filled with excitement for the holiday season, but we will also be reminded of the shock of martial law every year.
It's difficult not to write about Christmas in an article published on Christmas Eve, and it's not right to ignore such a serious matter and just lament your fate.
We must constantly move between personal and social memories, moving from ‘not yet’ to ‘right now.’
We must move quickly between words that have not yet appeared, sentences that have not yet been expressed, scenes that have not yet been visualized, and stories that have not yet been told.
Timing is about getting the pace right, not letting the moment slip away, and moving the scene back to the ground where the event occurred.
I would like to take this opportunity to express my deepest gratitude to the Kyunghyang Shinmun.
I have been able to stand on the road since 2016 thanks to your generous support.
I could stand silently and look around.
It wasn't just about standing there, it was about walking somewhere and settling down somewhere.
I was able to step into places I would normally have passed by without hesitation.
Some of them might have taken my life in a slightly different direction.
Living each day as if it were a series, I was able to connect yesterday to today and today to tomorrow.
Even without the series, I would have been a writer, but without the series, I would have been a writer a little less diligently.
In the words of the author of 『Reading Together』, I wrote this:
“Dadokdadok is an onomatopoeia, but when we read or are read to, we hear something that others cannot hear.
Sometimes you hear the warm and affectionate comfort of “It’s okay, it’s okay,” and other times you hear the urgent question, “Are you okay? Are you okay?” “So what?” is a word that is connected to “It’s okay.”
This is what I say when I want to focus on my own heart without being caught up in other people's opinions.
It means accepting yourself as you are, not proving yourself by comparing yourself to others.
It may sound like a simple and indifferent statement, but the seed of self-affirmation is firmly planted within it.
I don't know what will sprout from the seed, but I practice out loud for that time.
So what, I planted it.
I don't know yet how it will grow or how it will take root.
It is only natural that people who do not know are curious.
May 2025
Oh Eun
For us who are enduring in our own places, poet Oh Eun has continued to read, write, listen, and speak with a wandering heart, searching for a single point of light that exerts a greater presence the darker it gets.
In a way that moves away from making assumptions, in a way that is willing to imagine what is not there.
Here is someone who has the courage to face the invisible pain and loss that occurs inside and outside the body, and to consistently record and remember.
In the pain and sorrow of loss, time does not grow old.
No matter how hard you try to protect something, there are things you will inevitably lose, but there are also things that do not end in loss but are reborn as longing.
A small, bright, and warm feeling of hope born when a candle is lit in the dark of the night.
While mocking himself, saying, 'Is it there? Where is it?', the poet silently carries out the work of gathering singles and creating layers.
With the innocent heart that finds dad by your side when you cry out, “It hurts!”
The year 2020, the starting point of the book, was the height of the COVID-19 pandemic, when work was the only thing that could be done.
During the pandemic, the unfamiliar term "social distancing" was necessary for each other's safety.
It was a time when physical barriers acted as psychological barriers, making each other's lives a little lonelier and tiring, and the time continued indefinitely.
We've learned how much persistence helps sustain life, how simple things like taking pictures of the sky or taking a run around the neighborhood make us who we are.
Even if it's something personal, if you do it every day, it becomes on a different level.
Reading and writing, which I have been doing consistently, actively intervene in and color my life, carving new patterns into my daily life.
That's why the person who writes is always in the prime of his life.
No two days are the same for someone who seeks to know himself well.
Poet Oh Eun says that if finding a clue to untangle a thread is an act of understanding the world, then conversely, finding a clue to weave a thread is an act of understanding oneself.
When he first started writing, he was someone who tried to find answers through writing, but now he is someone who knows that questions remain after writing.
Just as small courage becomes great courage, small questions transform into great questions.
Just as calling an old book a companion book is like calling a book a companion book, the poet knows that even the same object changes its status when given a new name.
That's how 'difference' comes into being.
The mind that is close to the boundary, outside, voluntarily moving away from the center and approaching 'A'.
Such people are curious about the 'inside' rather than the 'outside'.
Towards a scene that only those who approach the periphery can see.
The poet pledges.
I want to live the life of a family member, not the life of a rich person.
The poet says:
"Exploratory Life" was due on the first day of school, but would the exploration ever be completed?
I wonder if it will ever be completed.
Perhaps life can only be guessed at through the daily exploration of life.
In the lecture, poet Oh Eun asks a question using the expression “Life is like an egg” as an example of a metaphor.
Why is that? It's bound to break somehow.
Because it has to be broken to be born.
Because it appears.
Because the next scene unfolds.
Poet Oh Eun believes that literature is not a tower built with the language of success and victory, but rather a pile of stones that has been built with difficulty by embracing failure and defeat.
He will continue to knock on the door called people and open the door called book cover.
Author's Note
Of course, it's something that just needs to be continued.
For the past ten years, I have been a serial writer.
I wrote a column to meet the monthly deadline.
In the meantime, the name of the serial corner also changed.
I first started writing in a column called 'Youth Straightforward', but after a few years, the name was changed to 'Straightforward'.
I laughed to myself, thinking that it meant my youth had passed.
Then, a few years later, I started serializing the articles I had written for 'Jiksol' in the 'Culture and Life' section.
There is still a corner called "Directness," and when you recall that the meaning of directness is "to say the truth or as it is," you nod your head.
Because my writing has always been about moving away from making assumptions, about being willing to imagine what isn't there.
Serialization means “to publish a long article or comic book in several installments in a newspaper or magazine.”
I think the important thing here is ‘continue’.
To keep going, creators must periodically come up with something.
You should also develop the habit of writing down what you remember so that you don't forget it.
This requires an attitude of paying close attention to what is happening inside and outside of me.
We need to think carefully about the meaning of that.
You must complete an essay based on your notes and submit it before the deadline.
Newspapers and magazines, especially dailies, cannot delay their publication date.
Timing is also important.
Every April, the Sewol ferry disaster comes to mind, and every October, the Itaewon disaster comes to mind.
As we approach the end of the year, we will be filled with excitement for the holiday season, but we will also be reminded of the shock of martial law every year.
It's difficult not to write about Christmas in an article published on Christmas Eve, and it's not right to ignore such a serious matter and just lament your fate.
We must constantly move between personal and social memories, moving from ‘not yet’ to ‘right now.’
We must move quickly between words that have not yet appeared, sentences that have not yet been expressed, scenes that have not yet been visualized, and stories that have not yet been told.
Timing is about getting the pace right, not letting the moment slip away, and moving the scene back to the ground where the event occurred.
I would like to take this opportunity to express my deepest gratitude to the Kyunghyang Shinmun.
I have been able to stand on the road since 2016 thanks to your generous support.
I could stand silently and look around.
It wasn't just about standing there, it was about walking somewhere and settling down somewhere.
I was able to step into places I would normally have passed by without hesitation.
Some of them might have taken my life in a slightly different direction.
Living each day as if it were a series, I was able to connect yesterday to today and today to tomorrow.
Even without the series, I would have been a writer, but without the series, I would have been a writer a little less diligently.
In the words of the author of 『Reading Together』, I wrote this:
“Dadokdadok is an onomatopoeia, but when we read or are read to, we hear something that others cannot hear.
Sometimes you hear the warm and affectionate comfort of “It’s okay, it’s okay,” and other times you hear the urgent question, “Are you okay? Are you okay?” “So what?” is a word that is connected to “It’s okay.”
This is what I say when I want to focus on my own heart without being caught up in other people's opinions.
It means accepting yourself as you are, not proving yourself by comparing yourself to others.
It may sound like a simple and indifferent statement, but the seed of self-affirmation is firmly planted within it.
I don't know what will sprout from the seed, but I practice out loud for that time.
So what, I planted it.
I don't know yet how it will grow or how it will take root.
It is only natural that people who do not know are curious.
May 2025
Oh Eun
GOODS SPECIFICS
- Date of issue: May 26, 2025
- Page count, weight, size: 268 pages | 306g | 129*198*14mm
- ISBN13: 9791194171591
- ISBN10: 1194171591
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