prolog

Chapter 1.
winter
The first snow that fell on my frozen heart
Like the winter trees outside the window
Moments of shallow breathing and evaporation
A stopped clock, a season trapped inside me
A night of questions
Me in the silence.
Who are you
Hot tears flowing coldly
Warm warmth.
And a glass of water

Chapter 2.
spring
A guest who came in spring.
Wake me up
Water flowing over a frozen stream
The seeds of joy found in little things
I bloomed under the sunlight
One step, another step
A gently open window
Yesterday washed away by the spring rain
Seeds of hope replanted

Chapter 3.
summer
ABC, and the alphabet
A day soaked in sweat
Even if no fruit forms where the flowers fall,
How to Love Imperfection
A heart that expands like the sea
Dasulgi was happy to meet the fish.
Courage to face the sun
Cicadas, even if they cry for one season and then fall, it's my life

Chapter 4.
autumn
A hardened heart
Wisdom teeth, not yet
Are there any foods with a story?
Time in the night
Life is….
Tidying up the fallen leaves inside me
Like a ripening fruit
The light that appears only after sunset

Chapter 5.
Again, winter
Something you once loved
The Sanctuary Within Me, and Writing
Silver Lining, Light Filling the Void
happiness.
A heart that seeks earnestly but does not hold on to it by force
organize.
The aesthetics of emptiness
A relationship of the times.
A heart that must be embraced until departure
Connect with the world in your own language
A chair waiting for spring


Epilogue

Acknowledgements