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Toto, Clouds, and Bread
Toto, Clouds, and Bread
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Book Introduction
Clear tears that purify the soul
The happy realization that overcomes sadness
The love story between Pluto Toto and a novelist

The illustrated prose book about love and separation, Toto, Clouds, and Bread, was published by Minumsa.
This book is a new illustrated prose book that collects the author's writings while with his dog from the prose collection "Blow the Whistle on a Lonely Night," published in 2023.
The writing, filled with reflections on encounters and partings, and the warm illustrations that brighten dark hearts, give those who shed tears over parting the courage and hope to love again.
For those who are still crying, and for those who have yet to shed tears, this book will be a precious friend, offering the warmest words to the loneliest of hearts.
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index
Parting from Pluto
The Giant Pine Forest Essay
What's inside the white clouds
Epilogue

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Into the book
“I held Toto in my arms as he died and read this story to him over and over again for several days.
Then, around 10 PM on July 1st, Toto peacefully crossed the rainbow bridge in my arms.
I touched Toto's warm remains, shown to me by the pet crematorium staff.
This is barely Totoro.
And then I thought of my mother, whom I had forgotten all along.
Not only my mother, but also her death and the scenery.
I realize that death is also a subject to be memorized.
“If you don’t forget death, you will stop doing useless things in life.”
--- p.21

"Isn't Toto looking at me from Pluto? Is Mother missing me from her Pluto? Just as I stand alone on my own Pluto, leaning on the lonely word 'forever,' I love them.
This is not a strong statement.
It's certainly a sad thing to say, and a heartbreaking thing to say, but we must endure, no matter what the reason.
None of the beasts in the mountains ask themselves why they live.
Existence precedes meaning.
If we continue to pursue meaning, humans will inevitably reach meaninglessness, which is death.
Since you are alive, you must live unconditionally.
“This is the basics of life.”
--- p.24

“Toto is smiling at me.
With his mouth slightly open, his tongue sticking out, and he giggled.
I stop and look down at Toto.
Toto looks up at me.
If the love a person gives is human love, then the love a dog gives to a person is the love of an angel.
I lift my angel and hug her tightly.
“I don’t know whose heartbeat this is, which is filling the world right now.”
--- p.86

“I believe in our living soul.
Do you believe in the spirits of the dead? Of course.
Just as I believe in the heart of a deceased mother who wishes for her son to be happy.
What's wrong with calling this heart a soul? I have something to say to my Toto, who has crossed the rainbow bridge.
“I walked with you in the pitch-black darkness of broad daylight.”
--- p.96

Publisher's Review
■People who are afraid of breakups

We are helpless in the face of separation from our loved ones.
Even the most steel-hearted person will shatter and crumble without a trace in the face of the utter despair of never meeting again.
That is why reflections on death are more precious than any story in the world.
The road to becoming a top student in the face of death may seem distant, but if previewing and reviewing can help you avoid failing, this book is the one textbook that will accompany you on that journey.
The author closely tells the story of the wounds inflicted on his heart while passing through the tunnel called ‘death of others.’
It is a great comfort to know someone who thinks the same way as you, even if only from afar.
Readers can empathize with the author's thoughts and find themselves comforted.


■ Invisible Tears, Petros Syndrome

All deaths are sad, but deaths that cannot be told to others are sometimes accompanied by a deeper sadness.
People with Petros syndrome are like that.
Pet loss syndrome refers to the depression and feelings of loss that occur when a beloved pet leaves your side forever.
Some may find it difficult to understand why people are so distressed by the death of a beast, but just like the loss of a loved one, the loss of a beloved dog is a profound and painful experience, each with its own unique characteristics.
This book is about the author's tears shed as she endured and overcame her grief after her companion dog, Toto, passed away after 16 years.
However, these tears are 'clear tears' that cleanse the soul and give a solid awakening.
What spreads through the readers' hearts while reading this book is not sadness, but rather happiness.


■ Pluto Breakup Method

The story of the 'Rainbow Bridge', now so well known that there is almost no one who does not know it, is a comforting concept that can temporarily reduce the weight of separation.
If the feeling of loss still persists, you may want to try the 'Pluto Breakup Method'.
In this book, 'Pluto' replaces death, where existence 'disappears', and refers to death, where existence 'transfers'.
It is thought that the person you love does not disappear after death, but rather exists somewhere far away, on Pluto, the furthest place imaginable to humans.
If the rainbow bridge is a space-time of the afterlife, not this world, then Pluto is in a 'space' called the universe.
The insight that helps us overcome difficult emotions, the literary expression that makes us read again and again as if possessed, and the poetic imagination vividly demonstrate what it means to train the mind through writing.


■ A universal love story

After parting ways with Senior Toto, the author, after much thought, heads to an animal shelter.
Although she is not free from the trauma of bereavement, she sets a new milestone in her life by adopting a male Shih Tzu, a brown-eyed protagonist whom she meets as if by fate.
The latter half of the book is about the process of adopting Junior Toto and taming each other.
As difficult as parting is, meeting again is also difficult.
As we look into the lonely yet warm, tragic yet humorous days of the two, we come to realize that both parting and meeting are verbs of 'love.'
Therefore, this book is a story about parting and meeting with a companion dog, and it is also a metaphor for all the encounters and partings that humans experience.


■ A painting full of warm aftertaste


The elegant writing of Lee Eung-jun and the illustrations of Ryu Eun-ji leave a poignant aftertaste.
In particular, the man with the hole in his chest metaphorically reveals the inner self of the lonely protagonist.
The process by which the hole in the man's heart is filled through his life with Toto symbolically shows the human being learning to love while enduring sadness.
To the writer, there is Toto in the clouds in the sky he looks up at, and there is Toto in the bread he comes across while walking down the street.
Our readers, too, will be able to cherish and nurture life's challenges as precious treasures with this book.
We can find our own 'Toto' wherever our eyes fall.
GOODS SPECIFICS
- Date of issue: November 15, 2024
- Format: Hardcover book binding method guide
- Page count, weight, size: 100 pages | 452g | 230*190*13mm
- ISBN13: 9788937428258
- ISBN10: 8937428253

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