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Smoking cigarettes without mom knowing
Smoking cigarettes without mom knowing
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“I think my sister did the same thing.”
How powerful is pain, how powerful is sadness?
What kind of collapse will occur when that power spreads to others?

Author Im Sol-ah, who received praise as “a novel in a different class” (literary critic Shin Hyeong-cheol) and delivered a powerful shock with her first novel, “The Best Life,” which deals with the nightmarish friendship of runaway teenagers, has published her new novel, “Cigarettes I Smoke Without My Mom Knowing,” in the Wepick series.
The novel begins with a letter from a mental hospital.
The recipient is her aunt, Jong-sun, who passed away 20 years ago, and the sender is Eun-hyang, who desperately wants to be discharged from the hospital.
'Yuri', who found the letter, turns away from it, recalling uneasy memories from her childhood, but her younger sister 'Gyuri' ends up going to find Eunhyang herself.
The shadow of the aunt resurrected through the letter, and the time for the sisters to mourn in their own ways.
In it, we are confronted with the essential questions of life.
So some people endure life and hold on, while others quietly prepare to leave.
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Smoking cigarettes without mom knowing
Author's Note
Interview with author Im Sol-a

Into the book
Yuri looked closely at the envelope.
The recipient is Jongsun.
The sender was Eunhyang.
The contents of the letter were brief.
The content was that he was forcibly admitted to a mental hospital, but could leave with the consent of his guardian.
I can't go out because I don't have a family.
He said that he would give me a generous reward if I agreed to help him.
Yuri took the mail and went into the bedroom.
Eunhyang asked her mother who she was.
“I don’t know that either.”
--- pp.7-8

Even while playing with rubber bands with friends or solving worksheets, I thought of the piggy bank.
A red pig's body, with brightly smiling eyes and mouth, and large nostrils.
Yuri emptied the piggy bank even though she knew something was wrong.
With a mixture of joy and fear.

--- p.13

I should have caught it a little earlier.
At least my mother's brother should have confessed before he died.
Now I can't even confess.
If your mother returns from the funeral and finds a piggy bank.
If you find out that your younger brother is dead and your daughter is a thief.
How sad it would be.
Just imagining it made Yuri feel like vomiting.
Now it seemed that the red piggy bank contained more than just Yuri's sins.
The lightened pig felt too heavy.

--- p.14

If my mother's younger brother hadn't died, she wouldn't have passed away so easily.
I felt like I was getting help.
To Jongsoon.
To Jongsun's death.
And to my mother's sorrow.
Mother's great sorrow helped Yuri.
Because of her sadness, Yuri was forgiven.

--- pp.15-16

“It’s my sister who’s lying.
“Why does everyone only believe what my sister says?”
Gyuri knew that Yuri smoked without her mother's knowledge, that she forged her mother's signature on her report card, and that she occasionally took money from her under the pretext of buying reference books.
Gyuri also often relied on Yuri's lies.
So I could live more freely.
Yuri used all kinds of lies to hide from her mother the fact that Gyuri was in a mess.
Gyuri was only sorry about that.
As if lying was the only thing that should not be done.
Yuri was jealous of Gyuri's ability to seize the truth.
I was also envious of the sadness that was taking hold.
Yuri couldn't be sad because Gyuri was so sad.
Yuri wasn't unaware that Gyuri was trying her best in her own way.
You pretend to realize something, but in reality you're just struggling.
Yuri knew better than anyone that that was Gyuri's way of surviving.

--- pp.27-28

“If I try to explain why, I end up talking as if I’m a different person from back then.
I was better and more like myself back then.
I feel a bit arrogant and unlucky right now.
At that time, I was in a corner and had no choice, but everyone just told me to think again.
My sister probably did the same thing.
“I wanted to prove to myself that I only had one choice, and that’s the way I chose.”
“Don’t choose something like giving up anymore, Gyuri.”
Yuri said to Gyuri.
“That wasn’t giving up.
“It was proof.”
--- pp.60-61

Publisher's Review
“I think my sister did the same thing.”
How powerful is pain, how powerful is sadness?
What kind of collapse will occur when that power spreads to others?

Author Im Sol-ah, who received praise as “a novel in a different class” (literary critic Shin Hyeong-cheol) and delivered a powerful shock with her first novel, “The Best Life,” which deals with the nightmarish friendship of runaway teenagers, has published her new novel, “Cigarettes I Smoke Behind Mom’s Back,” as part of the Wisdom House Wepick series.
Whenever I read a novel by author Im Sol-a, I always have the unfamiliar and surprising experience of starting with the story in the novel and eventually returning to my own story.


The novel begins with a letter.
The protagonist, 'Yuri', finds a letter addressed to 'Jongsun' at her mother's house.
The sender is 'Eunhyang', who is forcibly admitted to a mental hospital.
It contains a desperate plea for help as he cannot leave the hospital without a guardian.
The problem is that Aunt Jong-sun already passed away 20 years ago.
As Yuri reads the letter, she recalls the time when she was eight years old, when her aunt passed away.
The strange joy and fear of pulling coins out of the piggy bank every day, knowing something was wrong but not being able to stop.


Yuri's mother is battling cancer.
If she had wasted her life to the fullest, at least she wouldn't have felt wronged, but seeing her mother like that, her younger sister, Gyuri, decides to waste her life to the fullest.
“Who is helping whom?” Mom ignores Eunhyang’s letter, and Yuri also tries to pretend not to see it.
However, Gyuri sends money to the hospital and ends up going to see Eunhyang herself.
Eunhyang confesses that she has no intention of leaving the hospital or asking for anyone's help, and that she only wanted to see Jongsun once before she died.
The shadow of her aunt resurrected through letters, connections with people whose memories were vague, and the time spent by sisters grieving in their own ways.
In it, we are confronted with the essential questions of life.
Some people endure life and hold on, while others quietly prepare to leave.

A special experience that allows you to breathe deeply into 'a single story'


Beginning in November 2022, Wisdom House will be introducing the most diverse and newest stories of Korean literature, one per week, through its short story serial project, "Weekly Fiction."
Over the past year, 50 stories have been loved by readers, including Gu Byeong-mo's "Shred," Jo Ye-eun's "Waiting for the High Tide," Ahn Dam's "The Girl Grows Alone," and Choi Jin-young's "Aurora."
The Wepick series publishes serialized novels in this way, and rather than the conventional method of binding together several short stories, it takes the unusual approach of composing a book with only one short story, giving readers the special experience of breathing deeply into each story.
Wepick is not bound by any criteria or distinctions such as material or format, and focuses solely on the completeness of a single story.
Through novels by a variety of authors, including novelists, non-fiction writers, poets, and youth literature writers, we break down genres and boundaries, expanding the possibilities and enjoyment of stories.

Following the 50 episodes of Season 1, Season 2 is filled with even more new writers and stories.
Season 2 will feature writers Kang Hwa-gil, Lim Seon-woo, Dan Yo, Jeong Bo-ra, Kim Bo-young, Lee Mi-sang, Kim Hwa-jin, Jeong I-hyeon, and Lim Sol-ah.
Additionally, Season 2 will include author interviews, telling a variety of stories both inside and outside of the works, further enriching the annual festival of 50 stories.

Introducing the Wepick Series

Wepick is a short story series from Wisdom House.
It offers a special experience of breathing deeply into ‘one story’.
I dream that this small piece will become a new piece that expands your world, that each small piece will come together to become your story, and that it will become a piece of literature that will be deeply engraved in your heart.

A Piece of Literature, Wepick

Gu Byeong-mo's "Shred"
Lee Hee-joo's "Mayumi"
Yoon Ja-young's "Grandma's Tteokbokki Recipe"
Park So-yeon's "Bustling, but Secretive"
Kim Ki-chang's "The Visitor on Christmas Eve"
Lee Jong-san's "Blue Marble"
Kwak Jae-sik's "The End of Space Wars"
Kim Dong-sik's "100 Buttons"
Bae Ye-ram, "I Will Be Under the Water"
Lee So-ho's "My Crazy Neighbor"
Oh Han-gi's "My Happy Parenting Diary"
Jo Ye-eun's "Waiting for High Tide"
Dojinki 『Annie』
Park Sol-moe's "Girlfriends of the Far East"
Jeong Hye-yoon's "Workshop for People Who Want to Feel at Peace"
Hwangmogwa's "10 Seconds Forever"
Kim Hee-sun's "Samcheok, Immortal"
Choi Jeong-hwa's "Botros Report"
Jeong Hae-yeon's "Model"
Jeong I-dam's "Flower of Reincarnation"
Moon Ji-hyuk's "Christmas Carousel"
Kim Mok-in's "Marcel Accordion Club"
Jeon Geon-woo's "Ange"
Choi Yang-seon's "Shadow Butterfly"
Lee Ha-jin's "The Graveyard of Probability"
All of the 『Sweet and Earnest』
Lee Yuri, "Can You Sleep?"
Sim Neul: "Oh no, my mom kidnapped the spaceship."
Choi Hyun-sook's "Women of Changsin-dong"
Yeonyeom 『Limited 2nd Semester Book Club』
Seo Mi-ae's "My Girlfriend"
Kim Won-young's "Our Climbing"
Jeong Ji-don's "Deaths That Cannot Be Called Modern"
Lee Seo-su's "What My First Love Left for My Sister"
Lee Kyung-hee's "Knot Organizer"
Song Kyung-ah's "Rainbow Pet Columbarium"
Hyunhojeong's "Three Colors"
Kim Hyun's "Unique Form"
Kim Yi-hwan's "A Better Human"
Lee Min-jin's "Muching"
An Dam 『Girls Grow Up Alone』
Jo Hyun-ah's "Rice-Life Clown Play"
Kim Hyo-in's "Refresh"
Jeon Hye-jin's "Cutting the Gordian Knot"
Kim Cheong-gyul's "Dehumidifier Diet"
Choi Ui-taek's "Nontunneling"
Kim Yu-dam's "Space M"
Jeon Sam-hye's "The Road to Myself"
Choi Jin-young's "Aurora"
Lee Hyuk-jin's "Solid and Rust-Free"
Kang Hwa-gil's "Young-hee and James"
Lee Moon-young's "Lucas"
Hyonchan Yang's "For Queen Inhyeon's Return to the Palace"
Cha Hyun-ji's "Different Days"
Kim Seong-jung's "Mole Man"
Kim Seo-hae's "Rabiu and Ring"
Lim Seon-woo's "0000"
Dew Na 『Bari』
Han Yuri's "Immortal Injeolmi"
Han Jeong-hyeon, "Love and Union Chapter 0"
Wi Su-jeong's "The Turkey is Hidden"
Cheon Hee-ran's "Author's Note"
Information on 『Window』
Lee Ju-ran's "At That Time"
Kim Bo-young's "It's a Wild Thing"
Lee Ju-hye's "The Room with the Chinese Parrot"
Jeong Dae-geon's "Buonissimo, Naples"
Kim Hee-jae's "Mars and the Attempt at Creativity"
Just 『Verbena Beyond the Wall』
Moon Bo-young's "The Sad You Who Knows the Name of a Bird"
Park Seo-ryeon's "Body Body"
Geum Jeong-yeon, "Everyone's Sunday"
Park Yi-kang's "Job Interview"
Kim Na-hyun's "The Universe of Premonition"
Kim Hwa-jin's "I Want to Be a Frog"
Kwon Kim Hyun-young's "Neither the Recipient nor the Sender, CC"
Bae Myung's "Summer of Gyehwa"
Lee Du-on's "The Disease That Kills You If You Don't Spend Money"
Kim Ji-yeon's "New Year's Practice"
Jo Woo-ri's "Suffering in Four Books"
Yesoyeon's "Noisy Whispers"
Lee Jang-wook's "The World of Superhumans"
Seong Hae-na, "When We Are Born and Die Ten Times"
Jang Jin-young's "Kim Yong-ho"
Lee Yeon-sook's "Dad's Novel"
Now, let's dance like a fool
Kwon Hee-jin's "First, Believe"
Jeong I-hyeon's "The Living Person"
Ham Yun-i's "The Story of a Cattle Thief Growing Up"
Baek Se-hee's "The Testament of Barcelona"
Lee Hyun-seok's "The Age of Confession"
Im Sol-ah's "Cigarettes I Smoke Without My Mom Knowing"
Kim Yu-won's "Waikano"
Baek On-yu's "The Relationships"
GOODS SPECIFICS
- Date of issue: July 30, 2025
- Format: Hardcover book binding method guide
- Page count, weight, size: 92 pages | 172g | 100*180*12mm
- ISBN13: 9791171714612
- ISBN10: 1171714610

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