As I begin to write

Part 1.
spirit of death

Attacked by incurable disease
The two faces of Western medicine
Devil's Staff
Who are you angry at?
A shaky home
Shelter for the defeated soldiers

Part 2.
Death's Noose

Trapped in a trap again
Festival of Death
Holding on to the threshold of death
The family I want to see
What should I do, my legs are getting crooked?
Who am I?

Part 3.
The spirit that saves

The Call of Life
I am he
God's love
The Holy Spirit who guides us through words
Call my soul
The enemies have fled in a line

Part 4.
According to the Holy Spirit

Ask for anything
How can I not praise you?
Worship every day
Act as you believe

Part 5.
Escape, finally escape

God who prepares
Finally escaped from the small room

In closing

A prayer seeking death becomes a confession calling for new life.
- Grace that comes to us in the midst of despair raises us up again!

"Let Me Rise and Walk Again" is a book of testimony from the author who experienced recovery through God's grace from deep illness and pain, and a confession about the path to living by faith.
This work covers the story before the previous work, "Will You Come Naked?", and shows in more detail the author's journey from the time when he desperately sought death to when he received God's calling and rose again.
The author testifies that during the many years he had to lie down with his whole body twisted, and at countless moments when he wanted to give up, God did not give up on him, but instead granted him new life.

The book does not simply record a miraculous healing experience.
After rising from his sickbed, he walks the path of spreading the gospel and experiences amazing scenes of demons being driven out and the sick being healed, but at the same time, he also reveals intense spiritual conflict and frustration without hiding it.
While confessing that the path of faith is never smooth, he strives to interpret every moment as God's will and to obey to the end.
His life clearly shows that faith is ultimately about 'holding on to the Lord until the end.'

The second half of the book is filled with experiences of finding new strength in prayer, the power of being proclaimed in the name of Jesus, and the transformation that occurs when God Himself intervenes.
The numerous testimonies that flow from the author's life are vivid evidence of experiencing the living God, transcending mere doctrine.
In particular, the prayer “Let me rise again and walk” shows that it is a desperate cry for not only physical recovery but also the salvation of the soul and the restoration of identity.

Ultimately, this book is the story that became the basis of the previous work, and it is a testimony of the path to overcoming hardship and illness and standing again with faith.
The author reveals his own weakness and despair without hiding it, and shares with the reader the grace of God that worked in his place.
The question, “Do you want to get up and walk again?” lingers like a lingering thought even after closing the book, leading readers back to a place of faith.